Notes

I'm so freaking tired of the trifling tendencies my coworkers have. They eat all the time and drink coffee all the time, but never wash dishes. And if they do wash dishes, it is the cup of bowl they used. And they leave food out in the open no matter where they are. I did not come here to be the inventory associate AND the janitor. I have been seeing roaches and it has only been 3 months since I have started. I just wish it was easier to work for yourself and get benefits just as good as working for someone else. However, that is not the case. So, not only am I going to have to work for my employer in the year 2016, but I am also going to have to make my own business a parttime on Friday nights, Saturdays, and Sundays (after church of course). Aner clothing is going to be in the works soon. I just hope I can exceed the expectations I have for it. This will involve going to museums, parks, places that could inspire me, and coming home and perfecting a piece until I feel it is beyond satisfactory. Then, I have to find time to come to my job and use the backdrop in certain areas to get pictures uploaded to the boutique. It seems easy because I am driven and know what it is I would like to do with this, but I am just praying that it does not become too much to handle. I know that something worth having is not going to be easy. But I want to open my own boutique on an etsy or ebay platform. Then I want to get into concerts, festivals, and vacation getaways. I want to get a gym membership and then keep working on my spiritual being. I pray that God would help with these goals and help me to glorify him in all of these goals I have. I would like to live, not just pay bills and die.