Notes

to do:

- math activity
- science peta 1
- mapeh activity
- tle activity
{pretest, recap, act a & b, wrap-up, valuing, and post test}
- english na kokopyahin
- filipino nb kabanata
- ap assignments FKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
IM SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FUCK SCHOOL UGH SANA PAHABAIN NILA KAHIT KAUNTI YUNG SCHOOL BREAK CAUSE I DONT KNOW IF I CAN SURVIVE WITH ONLY LESS THAN A MONTH OF A BREAK. FUCK @DEP ED BWISET KAYO. GUSTO KO NA MAGPAHINGA AND MAG RELAX. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?????? ALSO. fgusto ko na makuha yung 5 star album ko likeeeee hello??????????? i want to unbox it and all already ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so bored. i still have to do my math activity. and my math peta that i havent finished yet bc its just so hard like that like please why would no one teach me this is agonizing. i want to go to places and just walk around. gusto ko gumala. but i know i wouldnt enjoy it unless i have money. i want to do so many things at once its so annoying ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh also i finished watching pride and prejudice and it was so good like, sana all??? and like the scene at the end???? how mr. darcy was just saying her name like a prayer and is kissing every inch of her face like that????? sana all????? my god, the movie was so good but it made me feel so single and it just reminded me how alone i am romantically so 4.5/5 stars only. anyway, i have to write the kabanata kinemes now. well not WRITE, but im just like, typing them on a word file so i could just copy it in my notebook later on but i have to do 30 chapters TT. THIRTY. this is annihilating. a literal torture because who Does that????? thirty chapters putek i cant do this anymore i just want to be a bagel. or a croissant. or the mango bread i used to buy in Lawson but is nowhere to be bought anymore. the mango bread was god tier, if i were to date a food, itll be that mango bread tbfh. anyways. today i slept at 2am. or like. 2:50A.M and then got woken up by mom at 7AM, so i only had about 5 hours of sleep which is unusual. because im supposed to get atleast 6 hours of sleep or MORE. but no. only five. this certainly is not my best day but ill survive. im literally listening to a playlist of wave to earth on youtube rn. i JUST finished a cute/good hyunsung fic so i feel pretty lit. and also talkative but whatever. im trying to cut off sugar for my daily diet and i dont know. this seems torture. theres like a nutella bar about 2 feet away from me that im planning to eat at JULY. thats how crazy im getting now. im not too worried about it expiring though, because it says on the box that its gonna expire at december so i still have so many time but its not guaranteed that no monster will see it and eat it for themselves you know? and im like wrapped up in stress of not being able to catch up with the lessons at school rn that i havent been able to fully establish my personal life. i also tried to strecth every morning after i woke up but ive been pretty laqzy. also i might take heigh increasing pills again. like. cherifer you know? and drink milk again. i miss drinking milk. because it tastes like vanilla ice cream thats not too sweet?? its good. but i plan to do that maybe, at july? because i think the milk im referring to has sugar in it and im planning to hve a no sugar June. too much for gay pride you know. im basically torturing myself. is this what one would call "self internalized homophobia"? i hope not. anyways i just remembered. Pride month. if theres like a pride march at bgc or something at june, i might go. i might drag ligs with me, idk.. ive been wanting to go hang around bgc for quite a while now but i never really find the motivation to do so.. also im broke as fuck so thats that. sigh its not fun to go out with no money, ive realized that already. it was agonizing so i will never put myself through that again. also did i play traffic riders today while listening to ashe songs or was that yesterday? i think that was yesterday but anyways as i said. im planning to not take any foods that has sugar in it for the Whole month of June which is really sad. but i havent been finding myself pretty for quite a while so i think i need to do this. anyways. 4th quarter has been... okay. i cant believe the s.y is about to end so soon though. it doesnt feel long. like it just started yesterday and then suddenly theres only a few weeks before it ends... im gonna miss my classmates, not gonna lie. i will miss their pretty ugly faces. sigh. but its not like im a part of any circle anymore.. so i guess its easier for me to like, de-attach myself from them. lol. i really want to buy a milk tea rn. a matcha milk tea to be exact. but is it possible to buy milk tea that has 0% sugar in it? like, theres 25%, 50%, 75%, and oh my god is there a hundred percent?? damn. anyways, im craaving for something matcha. im gonna change my phone wallpaper soon. also clean up my phone, delete some photos and some hot ass edits of skz that was saved from tiktok... ill keep them archived somewhere though. and OHHHHHHHHHHHH, i havent watched quantumania yet, may HD version na ba yun?? wait lemme check. ok. thre is. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and omfg i just finished the whol,e youtube plplaylist of wave to earth omfg. ive been awake for too long.. what if i take a nap first?? but i still have to finish my fil... too many things to do, its annoyingggggg i wanna sleep TT