Notes

Love is strange... It doesn't show at first, but it does over time. The first time I felt real love was this year. It all started in the start of the year. There was this girl who I had complemented. She was wearing a batman shirt as I was a big batman fan. Then later that week I saw that she was in my second period art class. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. The thigs about her was unbelievable. Her beautiful shiny eyes with her beautiful orange hair and her amazing contagious smile... One day in art class I got the courage to make a group chat with the other kids at our table. Thats when I texted her. After a while I really started to catch feelings for her. I had just gotten out of a terrible relationship and honestly, I wasn't ready. I had been an awful person and I decided to just, play with her. It hurt me the most knowing what I was doing. It had been a few weeks and one of my best friends came along. He wasn't that bad it was what happened after him that was bad. After my best friend something terrible had happened. One of the orange haired girls' friends liked me. After the girl found out her friend liked me, she got with her friend's crush. Honestly, it broke me to pieces. I knew I had no chance after everything I had done... After about three months had decided to get back with my ex to see if he could make me feel any better. My ex has broken me once before and I knew it wouldn't last. Me being with her didn't help one bit. I knew deep down she would never come back. It had been a total of five months since they got together... they broke up. We started talking again but then HE called her crying wanting her back. She blocked me and moved on that fast. I was devastated. broken, hurt, but I got passed it. about a week later she calls me back. crying. We decide to get together... To this day we are still dating but she needs to earn my trust back. I mean all of it.