Notes

people really dont understand me. i js want to be forgotten abt. its not like im delteting ppl out my life just becuase i want to. its because i feel like thats what i need right now. it was supposed to be a fresh start for me but that wasnt happening. i dont want to leave people behind because i love them sm but when youve been gone thru a lot for a long time and youve been alone for so long the voice in ur head starts to talk. it talks to you and makes you overthink like crazy, but its always right, so whne it talks to u make sure u listen. that voice has been talking to me for a few months now. it talks to me like its the only person that understands me. that voice finally told me to go. leave and nver come back dont even look back. its time for a fresh start. run and leave everyone behind because nb could understand me and what i was going through. i lost so many people. and nb understands how much that hurts. but it hurts sm more to say goodbye. this isnt what i want anymore. its sad bc i had to leave so many people that cared abt me sm but theyd never understand why i did what i did.
im not going to in person school till im like 15 and my dream is to make it past 15 and live the dream ive always wanted to live. and now im so ready to work my ass off to live that life. i want to get my grades up and focus on myself to work with kids who were js like me at my age and i want to move to cali or la to become well known , to inspire people to keep fighting even when they think they cant anymore. and even when they hit rock bottom and cant get back up to push and pull to get back up.and to never give up bc anyone can turn their life around and live their dream lifes.