Notes

1.) I ran to the closest bridge to me that was 4 minutes away. as soon as i took a step on the bridge i heard soemthing i thought i never would hear, my parents. they kept telling me that i was the world to them and i shouldnt do this, the told me to live for them and never give up. i couldnt do that because i already did fully give up life forever. and i can never change that back to normal, while they were talking i also heard people from school in the back of my head telling me to and to not do it. mostly to do it so i listened to them not anyone else. i was 3 steps away from ending it all and making people happy again with me gone from there life forever. I didnt realize but there was teenagers who was talking to me the whole time telling me not to do it but suddenly i saw them on the phone with 911 telling them to come, they all hung up and i ran to them saying to call them back telling them not to come anymore, i was too late. I heard all the sirens, they all came running at me but I was fast enough to jump first. i ran back onto the bridge, running for my life and finally jumped off. i finally saw the light i've always wanted to see and it was finally time i could have peace and quiet, i dont have to suffer anymore and its all over with. that's what I thought and was wishing for, non of it came true. i woke up while i was in surgery screaming to the top of my lungs. everyone was holding me down and they put this weird medicine in my mouth that made me fall asleep again. right after surgery i woke up but i was in chained down to a mental hospital bed. i saw my aunt, Ava, Mrs lee staring at me all crying and i looked the other way seeing Kate and Alex standing at the door, aguing.