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she was stranded, she didnt know where to go, i went to tell jama that she hadnt answered her freinds 14 calls that were based on the new kpop movie, just as i was about to go, millie bobby brown posted an invite to her and harry styles wedding i had to watch wow for once it was actually entertaining! she was speaking about the wedding decorations and the setup! i wasnt into it THIS YEAR so i went to jamas room and told her about the 14 missed calls she said she didnt know and her phone was off! she ended it off with a grin before opening the cupboard and grabbing a whole pack of titan chocolates she must of done that purposly she knows they are my favourite! mom called us down for lunch we went down and saw that there was nothing but vegetables on the empty plate i was about to ask- but my words coudlnt describe jamas plate it was filled with big macs and chicken nuggets i was soo confused but didnt say anything after seeing the angry look on my moms face i was waititng for jama to give me some food but ofc as an 9 year old she thinks about herself she ate everything and licked even the last speck of bbq sauce on the plate, i couldnt touch the vegetables where they even cooked!
i didnt feel like eating so just as i was about to leave the dining table mom stops me by pulling the last strands of my hair i fall back and spill the mango juice for jumah, i was so scared so just picked the plates and cups up and went to wash them -after all of that- i went to my sister jamas room to talk to her but my mom warned her not to talk to me. i went back to my room and started balling it felt like a river of tears i saw a paper sticking out the rusted boxes that said -ASOPTION CHERTIFICATE- i was so scared i started shivering i was pretty sure it belongs to jumah since we werent there for her birth. but it said halima! WHAT! it clicked to my head that she was treating me like i was the UGLY DUCKLING suddenly the front door opens! i thought it was dad so run up to the door but quickly change my mind when i see a hitman SHE MUST BE TRYING TO GET RID OF ME! I GO back in the room and lock myself in the bathroom. i start to shiver and think about ways to go to the nearest police station, i put on my kickers and ran down the street when i arrived at the police station. i ran up and the security guard was telling me to calm down and sat me down on a old rocking chair to calm me down and handed me a cup of water finally he took me to a room and made me explain everything from scratch i honeslty didnt want to explain i felt uncomfortable but this was for my life ,so i explained he asked if i knew my number and i stuterd before saying "i dont remember" he looks at me and gives me a side eye i am confused but don't show it he tells me to go back to the rocking chair, 30 minutes later he calls back and tells me that i need to provide more information and gave me a camera and told me to go back home with the camera and record anything suspicious.i agreed and went home i opened the front door the house was empty? no one was there did they take the car i thought to my self they couldnt have my dad dosent have a dirvers liscene.i thought they left me but out of nowhere my mum shows up and brings out the belt i thought she would whipp me but instead she brought out the police officer and told me it was a prank I MEAN SERIOUSLY :_(