Notes

When we first met
two feet across the street
You were so sweet
you toke a seat
and dropped a sick beat
You hated whole wheat to eat
I always called you a neat freak

I never thought you would ever leave me
was i not good enough for you
here i am sitting in this pew
about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand

Walking throw the park
hand in hand
why did you have to hurt me like a shark
my heart is mark with the dark
while you have your happy ending
trending, pending, tending, lending
bland i stand alone in the sand

this aint a grand ending
as i imagined in my mind
your the wind that makes me blind
grinding on my dick
your a sick chick
oh i can still be your friend that's very kind
your an impostor like slim jesus, vick
click that's the sound of my gun as i hold it to your temple

I never thought you would ever leave me
was i not good enough for you
here i am sitting in this pew
about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand

imma rip nicks throat out
don't doubt me
don't shout at me cuz imma sprout wings
im not going without you vick
baby you know i hate when you pout
im sorry i have to save us
ill destroy anyone who stands between us
no need to fuss darlin

please leave a voice message for Vic
hey sweetie i was just calling to see how you're doin
jut give me a call back when you get this message Bruin
you wont answer my messages anymore
all i want is to be your Thor
you tore my heart to pieces
more and more i fall for you
i got a tattoo of you

I never thought you would ever leave me
was i not good enough for you
here i am sitting in this pew
about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand

I came to your house but you weren't there
where were you you weren't there
oh baby don't be scared
don't call me a stalker
ill make you drink venom
im not a demon
im trying to save us
you left me no chose crazy woman

i wake up in the middle of the night
thinking about our fight
you were supposed to be my bright light
your the fire that ignites me
now im drowning as i drive to your house at midnight
so tonight im saying good bye
tonight im using all my mite to put you to sleep despite my love
my chest is tight tonight looking at this site

I never thought you would ever leave me
was i not good enough for you
here i am sitting in this pew
about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand

ive got my head in my hands
shaking thinking about what i did to you
this is just taboo im askew
looking at your lifeless body with dread
looking at your beauty even tho your dead
its so mystical and magical
killing you was not that logical
putting you to sleep was just another obstacle

i drag your empty body out of my car
thinking about how you were my shooting star
i walk to the edge of the bridge and push you my sweet shooting star
i look down as i watch you leave in grieve
i pull my gun out and stand at the edge of this bridge
i lean towards the frigid water i hold the gun to my head
still thinking about you my star
i pull the trigger

I never thought you would ever leave me
was i not good enough for you
here i am sitting in this pew
about to spew thinking about you
with a gun in my hand