Notes

Zayden I am crazy for you, I miss the times when we would play together and have fun. I remember all the memories we made with each other. I remember when we shared scary stuff that happened to us in that catalog game, I remember what you said when I met you, I remember when you taught me how to control a plane in the Destroy the Ship game, I remember when I made a whole art gallery for you in the Spray paint game, I remember when we cudled in the Ragdoll Testing game and did the yk, I remember when I showed you my stunts in the Car Crushers game, I remember when we made a burger in the Cook Burgers game, I remember when we played Floppy Fighters, and I remember when I was the first to wish you a Happy Birthday, I stayed up for you all night, said goodnight and good morning because I cared about you. I know nothing lasts forever but I really believed that we would be together for a long time. The best 3 months of my life was with you, I just want you to know that I cared about you a lot and that you're losing the person that lvs you the most. I never felt this way for anyone before and it was nice experiencing it with you. Zayden, my heart is dying without you, I know I can't have you, but I hope a better person can. I want you to be happy, so I'll leave since that's what you want. I never meant to make you feel worthless or unreal, at that time I was going through a lot, and it was hard for me to be happy. It wasn't you it was me.
I had so much fun with you, thanks for coming into my life, I needed someone like you. I'm so glad I commented in that slender group, otherwise I wouldn't have met the person who makes me the happiest. You gave me so many chances, but I took it for granted. I'm going to try to be a better person so I can be better for someone else and maybe I won't make them feel worthless like I did to you. I'm sincerely sorry, I know you won't forgive me right away, but I want you to know that I regret what I did to you. I know it's hard to be nice to someone who made you feel like sh no matter how many chances you gave them to redeem themselves they still do it. I'm really going to miss you, my loss not yours. I hope you can find someone else who treats you right, that's all I want for you right now. I'm sorry for all the pain I cost you. Please don't cuss at me or get mad at me I already learned my lesson. Texting you and playing with you was really fun but we don't do it that often anymore. I made you cry on Christmas, New Years and on your birthday, but at least you'll have a better one next year because I won't be there. I don't know if this is the last time I'm going to be seeing you since you're probably going to be unfriending me or something, but I wish you the best and I hope you have a good time with your friends. I hope my problems don't ruin my next relationship in the future. Just have fun and don't let anyone tell you what you can and can't do or make you feel like you don't belong and stand up for yourself. 😄