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October 10, 2015 There was a football game yesterday. I like A and yesterday at the game niala and macey was all up on him like girl back the fuck up from my man. yesterday me and A made eye contact like 3 times and he kept looking like what jah used to to where he turned his head real fast to try and act like he wanst looking but I know he was and it was lowkey probably because I was looking at him. But tbh I havnt felt this way in a long time. Like i actually like him all jokes aside and when jah told me formal was is spring I was thinking like so much much can happen from there to now so I hope he dont start going out with someone else and cant take me no more cause jah glyn and i think demari resse and malik and jt said that he said that he was taking me to formal but what if he dont like me at all and im just over exadurating. But I pray to God that he likes me cause I do like him I just need to get my phone so we can start talking and im finna start to invest in some makeup I know I said I will never wear makeup but fuck that Im to ugly i got all these pimples and stuff and makeup helps that especially the one Ive been using now I got like 4 complements yesterday at the game but im finna wear that to the games everytime and get my own make up bag and either have abriana make some stains or mom finna make some stains people say I dont need makeup like shar ans sydney wyatt but makeup enhances your beauty amd im going to comtinute to use it. But I need to start loosing weight fast so when the 30th come we gon be set and everybody gon have a man and no niala and no macey so he can be focused on me and just me no amena either just me cause I really like him and hope it works out and on top of that he the only one that i can date cause i need a boy taller than me. Jaylin ugly glyn got a gf lance ugly and yosh is too so the only boy i can date is A. But he is just so fine like he sexy af and i cant wait till me start dating hopefully we do but i dont wanna get too hyped up cause if he dont like me or go out with niala or amena imma be looking goofy afa but i hope he said he going to formal with me cause he liked me and not beacuse my mom said so cause when we pulled up on then i dont know exactly how the conversationg went but back on niala she better get her squeezed together rat looking as away from my man and yes i do claim him idc he is and should be mine but I meed to loose some weight cause when you fat and like a boy and other girls are around him that he could date you dont feel too good in this case im talking about niala im not even playing she need to get away like move away and he probably dont even like me but idc i like him and I AM THE REAL FEMALE A so everyone can call me that and imma have marilyn ft jah and say put Chloe on with A once i get my phone we gon be talking and fting everynight and we gon date and them on the 30th thats the hotel party and hes going to take me into the bathroom and we are going to do somethings not nasty but we gon like talk and of course kiss and makeout and he give me a hickey but idk if he is like that but i think they all are so when we start dating i will know exactly how he is. I low key cant wait but actually high key but then i can wait cause i have time to loose weight by halloween i need to be really skinny all jokes aside but I really just need to loose my belly