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Hi I'm Maria Sanchez, my age is 20 years old, I'm here to write about everything instead of crying or getting mad so let's get started. I know this life isn't easy, life sucks but I know I should of moved on but for me what's the point of me living because I totally hate my life, I'm tried being in pain, so right now I hardly cry because of my family, I always though family supports you no matter what but I guess I was wrong because my family my own family hurt me, of course I hate hem, they promise they wouldn't hurt me but they did. I remember stuff and it pains me but everyone says forget about it, moved on, or least forgive but I wish it was easy because I still living with them, why don't I talk to my mother but she hardly listen to me, she pictures her life to mine saying I never done this when I was a kid so what It's your life sorry that happens but were talking about my life that how I been feeling, when I tell my mom how I feel, she just laugh, says It's funny how I say it but bro it's not funny, I always say back to her just get her to hurt saying Look at that mom, look how she is, how nice to have mom like that actually cares, why can't you be like her. I know I shouldn't said like that but what can I do, let her walk over me, let her get away with it just because she's my mother, she solve herself victim saying I'm tired and this and that but nothing is wrong with you, you don't want to leave, you love this life so why complain about it and you can't be expert about relationship because look how your living you think I want to be you no NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who wants to live like that. I'm too depresses and I'm really tired of living I would of wish I could take my life but god has plans for me because somehow he didn't let me die so I don't know what his plan.

Thank you for listening
sincerer

Maria Isabel Sanchez