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i waited all day for u..... ik what happened with u ik y u can't talk but i waited subhah se lekr ab tk..... ik i said that we shudn't talk but WHAT DO I DOOOO..... mereko aadat padh gyi hai..... to stay on call all day long study, talk, laugh just stay with each other..... i told u raatko hi ki we shud reduce our talking time but i didn't mean it but i had to say it..... kyu?? bcoz that's what's right for now..... but do i actually want that?? aniyoo shiroo kbhi nhi..... u said subhah u'll call when aunty goes to mami ke ghar i then too said ki let's not do this let's not take risk..... y?? bcoz i don't want mamma or u to get hurt..... just bcoz I wanted to TALK..... just bcoz I couldn't control my urge to talk to u..... but even if i said let's not talk i waited...... i waited n waited n waited..... isi beechme mene doodle bhi kr liya wait krte krte..... hehe😅😅..... i'll give it to u kbhi😄😄..... then u said u'll call after ur tuition i calculated when u'll be back n i waited uske baad bhi..... but u were with mamma to i can't exactly say anything na😄😄..... then u said u'll call when mamma goes to pick up nakul..... u said 6..... to i stayed n chatted till 6 taaki esa na ho ki delay ho jaye bcoz u obvio won't hv much time to talk since mamma will be back soon..... but she took u with her..... again not my place to say anything about it..... i knew she wud..... y wud she leave her son back at home alone when she just caught him video calling just a night before..... valid enough..... to koi ni it's ok..... i want u to stay with me but i don't wanna be an attention seeking bitch..... i want u to be with me too but i can't ask u to leave mamma n come to me..... i don't wanna be a toxic bitch who puts u in a spot between his gf n mother..... i want to talk to u so bad like so FUCKING BAD..... but i can't n i won't even ask u to..... if u ask me again i'll say the same DON'T RISK IT..... it won't be good if she catches u next time..... am i happy about it?? anii..... am i ok with it?? anii..... can i do smthing about it?? anii..... do i want U to do smthing about it?? anii..... to i'll just keep it in😄😄..... y am i not telling this to u?? bcoz i don't want u to think u doing smthing wrong bcoz u ain't..... u trying ur level best to do as much as u can to give me as much time as u can it's just me who's like this..... if anything's wrong in ur relationship it'll be my obsessiveness.....




umm..... idky😅😅 but i suddenly remembered that u got me chicken end me conti me just before u were going..... n then u left n ig i msged u smthing like don't go or come back to u DID come back..... said i love you asked me again where eomma appa is n when they coming said bye again idk if u kissed me on the cheeks or not tho🤔🤔 ig someone said u did but ya wtv u said goodbye n then went back..... idky i remembered it but i did all of a sudden out of nowhere..... i just layed back n closed my eyes n this scene popped up in my head😄😄..... n idky but all of a sudden i'm ok with all this😅😅..... i totally get y this is happening n genuinely do understand it then y feel bad😂🤦‍♀️..... i'm ok yeahh😂😂..... we'll talk bhot saara once we hv a line😁😁..... it's just a few moths ki baat..... y don't i understand everything sooner🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️..... ytf do i hv to write it down somewhere or rant it to u first before understanding stuff with a clear mind🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️..... godddd i'm weirddd💀💀.....






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ok so now u said we'll talk at 9..... I DID STOP U AGAIN DIDN'T I..... but u were like just for 5 mins..... to i was like ok just for 5 mins..... i'm sorry but now i'm legit pissed off..... like don't fucking give me a time subhah se u doing this..... i was sleeping appa ke paas n i told him wake me up 9 bje..... I WOKE UP TO TALK TO U..... i told u u won't be able to but i said u'll just for 5 mins..... subhah se u told me thrice about this..... n i hv been waiting like a idiot since morning..... I STILL UNDERSTAND THAT U DON'T HV A FUCKING OPTION..... BUT FOR SOME REASON I DON'T WANT TO..... eomma se baat kr rhi thi bcoz i got up by 8.58 jese hi i saw 9.02 i said me going byie..... I LEFTTT..... she said 30 mins aur beth jaa i said nhi i gtg inside byie..... n everytime i come at the time given by u ee=verytime u go like abhi nhi n then give another time..... IT'S BETTER U TELL ME TO NOT TALK THAN KEEP ME HANGING LIKE THIS DON'T U THINK..... woahhh 정말 화가났어..... n even if i say i won't wait ab IK I STILL WILL IF U GIVE ME ANOTHER TIME..... anyways chhoro i'll calm down soon as always..... i so wanna say it to u face to face but u'll just go all sorry sorry but i'll anyways..... if i'm still pissed of.....


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I LOVE YOU DADDYYYYYY..... 💕💕



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