Notes

Dear GOD ,
i feel like i have my highs and lows but my lows are really low so when i do have them days i just try to pray my way out of it but god i hear you i need to leave everything and everybody behind me but god im scared im fail because my dreams are so big but i have faith also that you will see me through everything like god i miss my great granny and my uncle like they was my happiness but im trying with a broken family there's nothing else to look forward too that good stuff its all just drama and lies but i wanna start new and away from everybody because everybody looks down on me and nobody sees what i have in me so i kind of wanna prove them wrong so lord strengthen me through everything im going through i know some days i want to give up i just need that one person to push me and believe in me and support me through it and with you by my slide i believe i can make it .GOD im trying down here so hard just give me that little push to make it to the finish line avile and still begin able to feel somthing in me im still numb but trying to let pepole in is werid so god also give me something that i can feel becasue begin numb and wanting to feel something at the same time is so hard becasue you get to the point in life im telling myself if i ever even felt something i pray everthing that im going through i come out on top of everthing becasuse the hole was dark i see a tiny light but somethimes that goes away too so im stuck between living not feeling nothing and thinking to end it all to feel something God help me send someone to help me from drowing they say pray instead of posting i prayed and wrote i have faith im come out on top because that light is still there in me somewhere i still feel it sometimes
love,Kierra babygirl