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Hey Raxi !

So what i will tell you may or may not change your life but i think it will definitely will help ya.
So let's get started. Numero uno,just be positive all the time. This is my quote and it is that "everything is good, there are only better things".That emphasises the importance of being just simply positive no matter what. There is something good in everything, you just have to find it. As for your question which you asked me that was what's good in your ilness and/or disease. Well, let me tell ya one thing, you wnt find happiness far far away from the problems, but you will rather find it close to problems. That can be translated to your case aswell. You might go through hard times, can be depressed and might be bullied etc. but thats not the real thing behind all these. You know, we dont set goals for the results but more for the person that we become during that process. In this case, you will be much more mature,wiser and a happier person you just have to realise it. When you trough hard times like this you will learn the most important thing in life which is appreciation. And with that you will be able to become succesful in every area of life. It can be career, friendship and relationship.Career cause you will appreciate every chance and opportunity, friendship and relationship because you show appreciation to them and you will care about them. And people magically stick to these friendly and nice people. Thus when u go through hard times because of your disease you will definitely meet and have a TRUE friend. Most people can only dream about having one. Just to give a proof just look at all these popular and famous youtubers and people.They all succeeded due to their ability to appreciate an opportunity. Some years ago there was this thing that went viral and it was this "draw my life". It got popular between those famous people because nearly all of them had a touching and otvating story. 95%of them had a rough childhood and thats what made them a wise person nd that made them the ability to become famous successful and popular Just to mention some people, we have all those youtuvers like Pewdiepie. They grind through hard times and never gave up.

And that brings me to the next point which is just consistency and never giving up. most people fail because they are either spoilt or cant handle the problems. But if you survive the hard times then you will eventually get stronger Your mental strenght wil increase significantly and this mental power can mean the difference between failing or succeding. just like your body you also have to train your mental strenght just like your body. This mental power will help you with problems in the future (well.. that is another advantage of the disease) and it wull help you win over your enemies opponents and rivals. You have to survive this hard time in the beginning, but after you do it everything will be much easier. You just cant give up and you have to keep going. Life is not about not failing but its about whether you get back up or not. People say many things about this like "if you fall off the horse, get back on it". You cant just give it up, you have to succed.

Next up, just dont be afraid to fail. If you want to succed fail faster. Dont see failures as failures but results. Its data and experience aswell. Dont be like "i knew this wouldnt work i give up", but think that we did this and this and that wrong. make tweaks and keep failing until it works.Fail your little ass off. But also consider the risks."do one thing every day that scares you". This also applies to everything and just dont be afraid of failing because the worst feeling in life is that when u think that "gahd... i wish i had done what i enjoyed". In career and relationship aswell. Show your confidence and ask that pretty gir out at the bar.

And you said youre feeling down and sad. Well i collected some really basic but useful tips to be happy.numero uno, just be a minimalist and dont expect too much because you will only disappoint yourself. Secondly, find a goal or purpose. Dont sit around miserable. it dont have to be your life purpose. It coyuld be just simply a new hobby. just find a goal, and every time you work towards it will make you happy Then we also have routines that will keep you steady. Like goinf to the gym three times per week. little things that you look firward every week just contributes tou your overall happiness.fourthly, just socialise and meet new people. Meeting a friend might be hard but its worth it. then ahm dont hold grudges because "you cant get ahead if you cant get even". sixthly just do something new like travelling.Seventhly, just get rid of the things that gice you small headaches. Then i already touched on it byt appreciation. be thankful for what you got. Then get healthy. sports produces a natural document. And if youre sad then just help someone else. it will make you feel good immediately . And most importantly... just be YOU.

And just so that you know this, youre a wonderful person kind friendly and im sure you will live a happy and full life. i love you ^^

if you need somebody then i will always be here<3
Wish i could still suppirt Patricia like this xD

with rainbow luv <3 Shattie <3