Notes

Hi everyone, unfortunately I decided to leave the fandom and delete my fan account. Why? Let’s start from beginning. I’m a huge fan of Cara, I fell in love with her long time before most of you even knew she existed. However I never felt a need to share my affection. A fan account just wasn’t my thing. I thought it was childish, weird thing, especially for someone my age. I was following some fan accounts though, because I wanted those fresh Cara pictures on my Instagram feed. I liked one account particularly, I used to comment on its posts from time to time and later exchanged few dms. One day, not so long ago, I’ve met a girl that owned one of the fan accounts. She immediately got my attention because she seemed so sweet and I really liked her personality. I quickly made a decision to talk to her privately and get to know her better. I loved talking to her. I didn’t even know how she looks like, but when I saw her pretty face I developed an unhealthy crush. I wanted to get a bit closer to her, so that’s why I decided to start a fan account too. Well, soon I realized my feelings for her cannot be returned, and she will never feel the same about me. I have to admit it hurt me for a while and I couldn’t get rid of the crush. But, it’s all over now, so I can freely leave this place. Second reason is that almost no one here shares my views and I was gradually getting excluded. My views are libertarian conservative, so I value freedom the most but want also keep some conservative values. However, many people here did not accept that, violating my freedom of speech and freedom to own beliefs. Furthermore, most of these people were too young or too poorly educated to even comprehend those issues. They believe in mainstream, biased, leftist propaganda like many people do. It saddens me. They call themselves tolerant, but have no respect for views they disagree with. You will always lose when you’ll refuse to discuss in a logical way. Nevertheless, I also met some great people here and I’ll surely stay in touch with them. They supported me despite the differences between us. I wish you guys best, and you can always count on me. Take care.