Notes

Sadly but thanks anyways..man i love writing stuff down
i mean all i write on Noteio is hack numbers and some school work and my thoughts and the feelings i have this Noteio is like im talking to someone online that can understand me i mean the only person who can understand me is..well me XDD

im going to try something like trying one of the things everybody does like make faces from ur keyboard..

yeaa.... nvm im terrible at it CX TT-TT
oh but i am good at drawing anime
*starts to go in dreamland..*

ahhhh i can just think about it anime
......ahhhhhhhhhhh ANNNIMMMMEEEE i love it but it is getting kinda boring i mean i might change my type of movies to like drama dk .....i my mom can be soo picky i mean dad just wanted to give her something he doesnt have to cook for OH MY GOSHHH what the HELL Mom why u just said oh no i got my chicken gonnneeeee geez ur so ungreatful
at least u got something!!!!! well addie was right i am lonely i need to get outside but i hate it cause i mean its annoying to me im to shy

on online i can open up MAN WHY AM I TALKING TO MYSELF i mean if mom or dad saw this then theyll ask a lot of questions and maybe get confused and get mad or try explain or i mean.......i can write this in my dairy i always show it to them goddddddd looking over this i know dad could be better but the one who needs to need to learn is FRICKEN MOM she thinks it us but is she even trying to change she wants us to mind are b
but yea i cant if ur going to bring it up every dawm time i understand her problems cause ive seen a lot and learned a lot ive helped some people the problem for me is that no ne can fix my problems i laugh the i cry i cry every single day..inside but then when i think about some stuff i just shatter in to tears i really want to go to...NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT FUNNNNNYYYYYY I MEANNNNN COME ON THAT WAS SO FRICKEN LAME I JUST NEED A BREAK To talk to my bf about a few things ill talk in awh-... hold on i forgot to tell u.... well i really want to go to Illinois cause theres a girl there that is my aunt and i think she can help me with some of my problems CXXXXXXXXXXXXXX her name is Angrea i think thats how u spell it well im going to have to do some homework now talk to u later my friend CX ur dearest friend RKS backkk sorry about that think about a knife slicing ur leg think what it would feel like its like a cold blade coming across ur leg yikes like slicing meat i mean i have felt a blade on my hand i did it in the kitchen i was putting away cause i just couldnt cut myself what a weakling but yea i was putting it in the place it was supposed to go and my little sister just had to come i looked at a saying it said......-<Dont ask me if im ok cause then ill do something stupid like tell u<- that was it well talk to u later nice talking to u....XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDi guess im going to write every word in here in my dairy cause i cant save this.or can i?