Notes

It's when they ment the most to you is when it hurts the worst. And when you realize that your other half is toxic for you. You couldn't ever imagine life without him, mainly bcs he promised that you would never have to do that and that he would stick by your side through every up and down. Yet he leaves you with 8 heart breaking words, that you will NEVER forget came out of his mouth. And you are upset but then you think about when he comes running back to you because he misses the way you made him feel with all his crazy different moods that you went along with to make him happy. But when he comes running back what do you do? You obviously want to give in and be with him, but no. You have to stand your ground and say I don't want to be hurt again, I can't have my heart broken into billions of pieces again. Friends... that's all we can be
You look at all the pictures... the one of y'all laughing, smiling, kissing, being stupid. All the texts that he sent you that put a smile bigger than the world on your face. All of the memories that y'all made together and tears roll down your face slowly. You think of what y'all were and what y'all could have been. You regret letting him have you, choosing him over the 3 other boys that we're fighting for you to pick them. And I picked you. Only you