Notes

Hey.

I know right, it's weird getting a letter from a person that you don't even know. Haha. I would feel the same if I'm on your position, *chuckles*. Because, I think that my action is so annoying, and I don't know, maybe you will feel annoyed too if I'm giving you menfess again and again each day, so I'm thinking about end it here.

I'm not the type that will giving the one I like a menfess, but my mun force me *sigh* and yeah because I'm not so sure myself. There is so much doubt raging inside me, and I don't want to trapped there for a long time and makes it poison me more and more, so I decided to do this. Trust me, maybe there is no romantic here. Just maybe. 'Cause I don't know definition of 'romantic' for you and for me.

So...answering your question, yes we ever talk. It's just twice or maybe a little bit more. Three times or four times. I always keep quiet and just observing everything around me. Watching people interacts with each other, just watching from a silent, and from all of that, I like to see you more. I told you right? I like you since the very first time we met. When I'm looking at your bio, and how you interact, you caught my attention. I love watching at you from a far, I want to get closer but I'm a coward. I'm not that brave, so I just keep looking in silence.

Haha. Time passes, and now it hurts me. I don't know why. I miss to see you. I miss you. When I see you online, I just foolishly get excited by myself and telling my close friends about that. And I got this idea, to giving you these. Yeah, from them of course. Their support help me most.

You doubted, that why a deaf people like you have someone that have a crush on you? Hahaha. I don't care if you're deaf. You know right, that eyes show emotions more clearly than face? At least I can learn some sign language, and I can show you everything just with my eyes. That's not a big deal for me. One thing that I'm very worried about...is me. That isn't enough. That isn't good for you. I think that I'm the one that isn't good for you. I'm a bad person..

These days I see that you are close to someone. I think I didn't have any chance, so I'm thinking to give up. But I don't want to give up without doing anything.. At least, I ever do something. At least I ever fight for you.

So...may I get a chance? For knowing you more, and getting closer to you?

If your answer is 'yes', I promise that I will show up quickly on your dm of course.

If 'no', then I will try to stop my feelings and see you as a friend. A friend of mine, and yeah of course, my identity will still a secret.

I hope you will answer this stupid question..

Good night,

Glacies

* I made a poem. I hope you like it.
Eyes like an eagle
And hair that similar to night
Face that just like a God
You have stole my heart

Here I am
A coward that just look at you
And adore you in silence
This heart slowly tied to you

You,
That surprisingly beautiful
Seems so far from me
I'm sorry for confessing this so suddenly
But I just want you to know my heart

Now I’m talking to myself
Saying how much I really loved you
Sorry for starting first
But the moment I first saw you
Your smile made my heart stopped
You made me freeze

Each moment that we spent
Even just a short one
I thought and thought about it
So I foolishly spent this night

This time I won't nervous
So I'm talking to you..