Notes

as zayn was (apparently) working on his computer, louis was thinking of how he should say this. zayn and louis were both mature adults, and louis wasn't sure if zayn would be into the things louis had bought for him-them. louis was slightly nervous as he glanced over at the white bag of his, from a store they usually never went to. a store they hadn't even heard of.

louis sighed as he realized he had to tell zayn about the shopping he did, finally having the guts to take the bag in his hand and walk upstairs, only to be taken aback by the beauty of his lover. the transparent glasses magnifying the beauty of his eyes. god, did louis feel a burst of happiness and adoration in his stomach as zayn glanced up at him again. zayn immediately shut his computer, wanting to spend time with louis. zayn had noticed how tense louis seemed, but as the good boyfriend he was, he'd wait for louis to open up instead of 'confronting' him.

''hey, you'' zayn greeted, admiration evident in his expression. zayn leaned back, making grabby hands as he waited for louis to lay in his arms again. zayn loved having louis in his arms, his heartbeat would quicken as louis would look up at him with his tired eyes. god, did he love louis.

''come here'' zayn cooed and grinned as louis made his way into zayn's arms. louis felt like home, a different home. louis put the bag of his on the floor, just wrapping his arms around zayn. that's everything he wanted right now. louis took in the fresh smell of his rosegold-haired lover.

''so, what have you done today, hm?'' zayn asked, tracing louis' feather-like hair. zayn believed louis' hair was as soft as his heart. he was most definitely right

louis looked up at zayn, making the younger lad smile even brighter. zayn traced louis' jaw and faintly cupped his cheek as louis slowly spoke.

''i-i went shopping. that's what i need to talk to you about.'' louis said, zayn sensing there was something wrong. zayn furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, not being able to come up with a scenario where zayn would be angry at louis. since louis and zayn had gotten together, none of the boys once had their doubts. cheating? never. leaving? never. both of them made it clear how much they needed each other, every day. zayn got lost in his thoughts, not noticing louis' nervousness until his reality just reappared again.

''tell me about it, yeah?'' zayn softly spoke, expecting louis to be honest. zayn and louis had been together for about two years. their love was inexplicable. louis and zayn's constant need of cuddles, hugs and affection being the main reason to why they loved each other. they couldn't be seperated. zayn's loving thoughts were interrupted as louis was lost from his grip.

yeah, louis pulled away from zayn's arms. zayn slightly frowning as he felt a subtle emptiness, resulting in zayn internally craving for louis in his arms again. zayn was afraid louis was going to leave and cry, but luckily that didn't happen.

''i am not sure you will like it. i-i wanted to try something new. zayn, i know we are mature, professional adults. i don't know if it will make you uncomfortable.-'' louis rambled on, nervously picking on his white bag. zayn could almost see through it, but he could not make out what it was.

''whatever it is, remember that i love you. i love you louis, and i can never get angry at you. remember what we've talked about before? i love you so goddamn much. you know this. don't be nervous, just talk to me. okay?'' zayn softly pleaded, studying the suspicious white bag.

''okay.'' louis breathed out, mostly to himself.

louis pulled out the item he thought was most natural. lube. zayn raised his eyebrows, and widening his eyes as louis pulled out the rest of the items.

a pearl chain, whip, cock ring, vibrator, anal plug, a belt used to choke their submissive one, a gag-ball, a rope, and things zayn couldn't even name

zayn was beyond speechless, he felt his cock harden at the thought of louis underneath him. he would tease louis, and just hear him beg.

''what do you think?'' louis asked quietly. zayn sat up in bed. knowing very well louis would love to dominate him. zayn wanted to dominate louis so bad, but he'd let louis dominate him tonight.

zayn raised both of his arms. ''undress me, daddy?'' zayn asked, accepting louis' request fully. louis carefully took off zayn's glasses, staring into his dark-hazel eyes as he did so. ''gladly, babyboy'' louis replied, sloppily kissing zayn's lips as a teasy manner. louis intentionally dragged zayn's bottom lip with his teeth, only to see it fling back to its place again. zayn leaned in for a kiss, only to be interrupted by louis' stubbornness and dominance. ''patience, babyboy'' louis hushed, placing his thumb on zayn's lips. his finger sled down, just slightly pulling on zayn's bottom lip. he just loved watching how plump they were. zayn surprised louis by sucking his thumb, his tongue working around it as if he were sucking louis' cock. louis watching that made him even harder. louis slipped his finger out. now, almost ripping his shirt off.

''lay down'' louis demanded, zayn immediately obeying without any sound. louis took the belt, wrapping it around zayn's neck, tightening it enough for it to be in between tight and loose. ''can i have some kisses, please? please, daddy?'' zayn corrected himself in the end. He was loving the nickname he had given louis. louis had the patience to even reply to him. ''good babyboy. of course you can'' louis fulfilled zayn's desire. leaning down to kiss zayn ever so softly. from love, it turned into a heated makeout session. louis and zayn both moaning into each other's mouths. louis' hands traced zayn's rosegold hair so lovingly it could be felt all over the world. louis still hadn't stripped out of his clothes, and it frustrated zayn. louis pulled away, zayn's tongue breaking the saliva chain illuminated by the sunrays from their window. louis had to have a moment to look down at his zayn, his right eye slightly illuminated so a shade of light hazel could be seen. his lips having a lighter shade on the right side. the lighter stripe on zayn's face just highlighting different parts of his face as he moved. zayn bit his lip as he looked at louis' belt. he obviously wanted louis to take everything off. zayn's hands rested on louis' thighs, squeezing them. louis moaned as zayn squeezed them harder. louis quickly regained control, breaking his character for a second.


''do you want me to enter you, or do you just want us to suck each other for tonight?'' louis asked sincerely, not caring if this wasn't daddy-like. he loved zayn more than his character. he cared for zayn more than anything else. louis wanted to make sure zayn was comfortable and enjoying everything.

''i want you to fill me up, daddy. i want it just as much as i want your lips around me. thank you, daddy. you're so good to me.'' zayn said, smiling brightly at louis. god, louis feels the bursts of admiration in his stomach again, feeling lucky to have him. god was he lucky. the words made louis make up his mind right away. louis kissed zayn's lips once, making his way to his jaw, and zayn heard and felt the kisses trail down to his neck. zayn had a special interest in the sounds of kisses. it just made him so hard to hear louis kiss him the way he did. zayn's hard-on was so evident to louis as he made his way to zayn's stomach. the light from the window illuminating the trail of saliva on his body, the prominent biceps and muscles of zayn's, as well as zayn's very prominent hard on.

zayn's breath turned hitched as louis softly kissed the apex of zayn's thigh. lightly kissing the skin nearest zayn's brief. louis was so close from zayn's sensitive skin, yet he was so far. he didn't stop kissing zayn's thighs as the tease he was. that was until zayn broke out and begged louis to suck him with every pint of desperation in his body. louis was bursting with aggression, rush, and intensity as he harshly turned zayn around. unexpectedly, zayn heard the loudest rip noise had ever heard. louis was breathing heavily as he ripped zayn's underwear in two. the fabric sliding off zayn's slightly-pale skin. louis grabbed zayn's hips as he patiently and softly kissed the location where zayn's skin faded into a lighter tone. a lighter tone zayn didn't show. an area of skin only louis would be allowed to worship. god, zayn was so fit. louis was only thinking of how lucky he felt. louis' cock throbbed for zayn's tight asshole. louis wanted nothing else but to fuck zayn so hard he'd be screaming with all his might, with every octave in his voice being heard.

''fill me up, daddy.'' zayn begged, trying so hard not to touch himself. he didn't have to. louis had now taken off every fabric enwrapping his soft skin. zayn could not even gaze at his lover's body. therefore, zayn almost felt frustrated. louis knew this, and felt satisfaction gradually build up inside of him. he was desperate for louis' cock. he felt so helpless, but he knew louis would pleasure him so well. his daddy would treat him so well.

louis instantly thought about how zayn wouldn't be able to suck his cock if he chose to enter zayn's pretty, tight asshole. it was such a shame, but he'd exchange zayn's pretty ass for his beautiful mouth. louis would not only frustrate himself, but he'd test his babyboy's limits. how patient he could be, how long his cock would throb and how long he could deal with the small pint of pain he soon will feel. zayn looked down at his daddy, just reflecting upon his next move. zayn's eyes soon filled with concern, that was until louis looked up at him and commanded zayn one. simple. thing. ''suck my cock like a good babyboy'' louis commanded, spreading his legs so he could hover over zayn and lock zayn between his legs. louis slowly inched closer and closer to zayn's pretty face. louis' cock was long enough for zayn to reach with his pretty tongue. louis would make sure he'd use his mouth as well. ''suck'' louis commanded, immediately making zayn stick out his tongue and taste louis' soaking cock. louis hissed in pleasure, breathing heavily as zayn put more effort into his licking. he skillfully licked where he knew louis was sensitive. the way zayn looked up at him made louis feel so fucking blessed. louis carefully inched closer to zayn's mouth, wanted nothing more for zayn's mouth to reach further around his cock. zayn sucked him so well, and god did louis feel so good. the pleasure he felt intensified as zayn moaned around his cock, just like the good boy he was.

it took a lot of louis not to come in zayn's mouth right away. he wanted to last long enough for zayn to enjoy the taste of louis' cock just for a longer time. he wanted to test zayn's limits and make him beg for his cum. louis' moans and low screams made zayn moan himself. the familiar feeling of vibration rushing through his cock transferred into a mindboggling pleasure spreading through every ounce of his blood, occupying every inch of his skin. raging heat radiated off of louis' body as he groggily groaned in pleasure. louis' breath hitched as zayn kept circling his tongue over his tip and occasionally letting louis' cock hit the back of his throat simultaneously as zayn's tongue wavered across every side of it. louis was so ready to cum, and his limited amount of patience wore thin. an agonizing, yet time-stopping pleasure remained in his stomach. that's when louis' cock shot squirts of cum in zayn's sinful mouth. zayn swallowed some of it, but let some of it be. Zayn breathed through his nose as louis managed to finish off.

''share'' was all louis commanded, zayn not very sure what he meant. that was until louis leaned down to kiss his lover so softly, and zayn pushed every ounce of louis' cum from the back of his mouth. louis soon but messily collected a lot of it, some of it sticking to both of their chins. zayn breathed heavily, swallowing the left overs. louis carefully kissed zayn's chest, letting a trail of his own cum just cover a line of zayn's god-like body. zayn twitched unexpectedly as louis' chest came in contact with his cock, louis doing it on purpose.

louis started off by spitting his cum, along with his saliva on zayn's cock. the amazing speed of the mixture rolling down zayn's cock and coating his balls fazing louis. zayn's felt the warmth of the liquid, as well as louis' mouth as he coated zayn's precum with the left overs of his cum and spit. it didn't take a second before louis' own mouth covered zayn's cock, a whole new world welcoming zayn as he closed his eyes in pleasure. speckles of sparks was all zayn could see, small moans and groans leaving his mouth. he felt his thighs and legs throb in synch with his heartbeat and his cock. it was as if his bodyparts were synchronized into one beat. a beat louis made continous. zayn was unable to control himself as his hands found their way to louis' slightly entangled hairtips. zayn absentmindedly almost combed through louis' hair as louis skillfully licked, sucked and kissed his cock. ''look at me, babyboy'' louis commanded, his soft voice making zayn's eyes open. god, zayn was struggling to keep them that way.

''good boy for daddy'' louis praised and kissed the tip of his cock. zayn moaned loudly as louis teasingly traced zayn's balls with such care and tenderness. louis looked up at zayn with his light blue eyes, his tongue sensually and slowly licking its way from bottom to top. the tip of his tongue slightly flicking up as a seductive move, a slight smirk evident on louis' face as he did so. zayn bit his lip, he was undeniably struggling to keep his eyes open. he wouldn't dare disobey louis. zayn wanted to be louis' best babyboy. zayn rapidly felt pressure in his stomach, his breathing turning ragged and so slow. only a few sounsd of his moans could be heard, along with the sounds of spit and precum being exchanged as louis put pressure into the way he licked zayn's cock. zayn's reflexes sparked as louis wrapped his lips around zayn's tip, zayn's chest perking up in pleasure. his back so gorgeously arched. although louis had done this so many times before, zayn felt better and better everytime louis wrapped his pretty mouth around his own cock.

zayn lasted surprisingly long, despite the intensity of the pleasure building up in him. zayn longed for the pleasure to last longer and longer, regardless of any sparks of pain occasionally making his breath slow down. louis swollen lips connected to his tip and let his tongue swirl up and down zayn's cock. louis even teasingly blew some air on it, making zayn gasp and twitch of the sudden mint-cold sensation making zayn crave for louis' mouth again. louis didn't hesitate to fulfill zayn's sinful cravings. louis' name turned into a mantra, a chant, almost a prayer as it escaped zayn's lips ever so softly. louis looked at every move his muscles made as he chanted his name so well. louis moaned in satisfaction, zayn feeling close again. the pleasure built up in his stomach, intense warmth across his chest and thigs as his breath quickened. zayn gritted his teeth and let out small groans in pleasure. eventually, he started fucking louis' mouth. simply thrusting his cock deeper and deeper until the tip hit the back of his throat. that tiny sensation made every hair on zayn's neck rise underneath the small layer of sweat. zayn released, a scream filled with intensity. louis smirked as he gladly swallowed every drip of his cum. sucking his cock one last time to clean cum off his cock. the afterglow was so beautiful, the sweat covering them both as they collided with one another. louis atop of zayn, both of them breathing heavily. their heartbeat equally quick, despite louis' earlier release. it took some time for them to register that the alternate world of pleasure and stars had vanished, and that reality had welcomed them back. when they did, none of them struggled to wrap each other up in an embrace. an embrace not only being this physical contact, but an embrace that confirmed how much they loved each other. how much they appreciated each other. an embrace that put romeo and juliet to shame. a gaze that made a parent's love for their children look like child's play.

louis grabbed the thin sleeping blanket and pulled it back up, the remaining toys falling to the floor. zayn and louis didn't share any words, yet they shared an inaudible love that they only could truly express by simple kisses and traces. admiration and passion along with the excessive love they shared was just, constantly evident. time couldn't break them. sometimes time could weaken relationships and cause people to drift away, but louis and zayn effortlessly stuck together like they were bound to. zayn's hand covered louis' cheek, carefully tracing it in such a slow pace. the weak breath of theirs remained as their eyes closed. their bodies proceeding being in the same position. louis in zayn's arms, their legs entangled and louis' face against zayn's chest. there they laid, in a spot they'd always wake up in for an eternity.