Notes

caps is him
and im small
Min - Today at 11:22 AM
aight
RachaelRED - Today at 11:23 AM
im listening
OK SO I DONT KNOW IF YOU KNOW... I THINK I TOLD YOU
IVE KNOWN SARA FOR 8 MONTHS MOST OF THAT TIME.. WE WERENT TOO FOND OF EACH OTHER
WE DID A LOT OF FIGHTING BUT WE HAD FEELINGS FOR EACHOTHER... SO WE TENDED TO GRAVITATE BACK TO EACH OTHER
SO WE WERE KINDA ON AGAIN OFF AGAIN THE MOST RECENT OFF AGAIN WAS THE PAST 3 MONTHS BEFORE I STARTED THIS CHAT ROOM OK SO ABOUT 2 MONTHS AGO I MET MEH AND WE TALKED A BIT FOR ABOUT A WEEK THEN SHE INFORMED LORD I WAS CALLING HIM A PEDO
AND SHE GOT ME BANNED
who is lord
THE MOD FROM JUST TEENS THAT NO ONE LIKES SO ANYWAY.. WE WORKED SHIT OUT.. AND AT THE TIME I LIKED MEH
BUT SHE DIDNT SEEM TO LIKE ME AND WE JUST KINDA STOPPED TALKING
BECAUSE SHE SPENT MORE TIME TALKING TO OTHERS THEN I MET SELENA
WELL I ALREADY KNEW SELENA BUT WE STARTED TALKING AND WE CLICKED AND WE TALKED FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS
AND ME AND HER DECIDED TO START UP THIS CHAT ROOM TOGETHER
BECAUSE LORD (THE OTHER MOD) WAS JUST BANNING PEOPLE FOR NO REASON. AND ALL OUR FRIENDS WERE LEAVING OR PISSED OFF
SO WE STARTED THIS ROOM IN HOPES THAT IT COULD BE A PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO COME TO AND WITH THEIR FRIENDS
AT THIS POINT ME AND SELENA WERENT A COUPLE BUT WE BASICALLY WERE
WE BOTH LIKED EACH OTHER AND WE BOTH KNEW IT SO ANYWAYS
TO BUILD THE ROOM UP I WENT TO MY OLD CHAT ROOM O A DIFFERENT PAGE AND LOOKED TO SEE IF I HAD ANY FRIENDS THAT WANTED TO COME OVER HERE
AND HELP ME OUT
Wiez - Today at 11:27 AM
:triggeredwoman:
Min - Today at 11:27 AM
thx wiez
RachaelRED - Today at 11:27 AM
AND I RAN INTO SARA AGAIN THERE HADNT TALKED TO HER IN MONTHS SO SHE CAME AND JOINED MY ROOM I KNEW HER PERSONALITY AND KNEW SHE WAS OUTGOING AND FIGURED IT WOULD BE A GOOD WAY FOR PEOPLE TO INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER SHES JUST GOOD AT THAT
SO SHE STARTED COMING ON ALL THE TIME WHEN ID BE ON AND SOME OF THEM OLD FEELS STARTED COMING BACK THAT I HAD FOR HER
I REALIZED I MISSED HER SO I TALKED TO SELENA ABOUT IT TOLD HER EVERYTHING
WAS 100% UPFRONT AND HONEST WITH HER AND I DECIDED TO EVENTUALLY END THINGS WITH SELENA BECAUSE OF SARA
BUT THEN IMMEDIATELY THE FIGHTING WITH ME AND SARA STARTED AGAIN AND SHE INFORMED ME SHE WAS GOING TO BE LEAVING FOR A YEAR AND I WAS LIKE.. WTF AM I DOING
I JUST GAVE UP A GREAT GIRL FOR SOMEONE THAT WAS GONNA BE LEAVING ME FOR A YEAR AND THAT I CANT ... NOT ARGUE WITH
uh wait lets have a talk
OK IM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO DONE YET BUT ALRIGHT
if you loved selena enough you wouldnt break it off with her for another girl. Obviously choose the second girl because despite having feelings for selena you loved them over her
YEAH IM AWARE I WAS ALMOST TO THAT PART
okay continue
SO AFTER LIKE A DAY OR TWO OF BREAKING IT OFF WITH SELENA I REALIZED I FUCKED UP AND I TOLD SARA THAT I COULDNT CONTINUE TO BE HERS BECAUSE OF THE FIGHTING... AND WE DIDNT JUST HAVE LIL SPATS
OUR ARGUMENTS GOT BAD AND THAT I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT SELENA AND I DIDNT EXPECT TO GET SARA BACJ
SELENA BACK* ... BUT I COULDNT BE WITH SARA
BECAUSE IT JUST WASNT GONNA WORK AGAIN I WAS 100% HONEST AND UPFRONT WITH SARA ALL THE TIME TOLD HER EVERYTHING I WAS THINKING AND FEELING AND I TALKED TO SELENA AGAIN.. TOLD HER I FUCKED UP
Wiez - Today at 11:32 AM
wow
i mean
Min - Today at 11:32 AM
that was like reading the bible
RachaelRED - Today at 11:32 AM
THAT I DIDNT EXPECT HER TO TAKE ME BACK BUT I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT HER AND IF NOTHING ELSE I WANTED TO FIGHT FOR HER
you sound like a girl on her period
SO THEN SARA WENT KINDA BITCH MODE ON ME AND STARTED BEING RUDE TO ME AND MAKING COMMENTS TO ME AND JUST STIRRING SHIT UP WITH ME
SO I TRIED TO FIND A COMMON GROUND WITH HER AND I WILL ADMIT FOR A COUPLE DAYS I WAS TORN
I COULDNT DECIDE WTF TO DO AND I WAS REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT MY FEELINGS I HAD THIS GREAT GIRL ON ONE HAND
THAT WAS THE SWEETEST THING EVER AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT ME
AND THEN SARA... A GIRL THAT STRAIGHT OUT TOLD ME HOW BAD SHE WANTED ME
THEN
FUCKING MEH CAME BACK AROUND AND STARTED HANGING OUT WITH ME A LOT AND STARTED MAKING LIL FLIRTATIOUS COMMENTS
AND PMING ME ALL THE TIME AND I NEVER KNEW MEH LIKED ME UNTIL ONE DAY SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS INTERESTED IN ME SO HERE I AM AT THIS POINT TRYING TO REBUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH SELENA AND TRYING TO KEEP COMMON GROUND AND HAVE A CIVIL FRIENDSHIP WITH SARA AND MEH NOW IS TELLING ME THAT SHE LIKES ME
I TOLD MEH RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS INTO ME THAT HER TIMING WAS HORRIBLE AND THAT I WAS INTO SOMEONE ELSE AND SHE THOUGHT IT WAS SARA AND SELENA AT THIS TIME.. DIDNT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW WE WERE TALKING WHICH I KINDA AGREED WITH
BUT... SARA KNEW.. SHES NOT AN IDIOT AND MEH IS ASUCH A SWEETHEART I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT HER
I ACTUALLY HATE THAT SHE WAS HURT BY ME
BUT I TOLD HER.. WHEN SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKED ME THAT I DIDNT KNOW IF THAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN
I DIDNT FLAT OUT TELL HER NO BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW MY POSITION WITH SELENA YET AND I WAS STILL TRYING TO FIX THAT BUT I DIDNT WANT TO LEAD MEH ON SO I JUST TOLD HER TO BE PATIENT WITH ME AND I KINDA DISTANCED MYSELF A BIT FROM HER THEN SHE'D POUT.. AND ID FEEL BAD
oof
Min - Today at 11:37 AM
damn
RachaelRED - Today at 11:37 AM
I WAS ALWAYS UPFRONT AND ONEST WITH MEH TOO AND SHE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THAT SHE WAS INTO
SOMEONE NAMED JAZ AND SOMEONE NAMED LEX SO I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT SHE WASNT THAT INTO ME AND I WASNT EVEN FLIRTING WITH MEH
Wiez - Today at 11:38 AM
i mean
RachaelRED - Today at 11:38 AM
I WAS ACTUALLY MAKING VERY TSURE THAT I DID NOT LEAD HER ON BECAUSE SHES SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON AND I MADE SURE NOT TO CROSS THAT LINE WITH HER BUT WHEN SHE TALKED ABOUT THESE OTHER PEOPLE I THOUGHT I WAS JUST AN OPTION TO HER BUT ANYWAYS
I HAD BEEN BUILDING MY RELATIONSHIP WITH SELENA
Wiez - Today at 11:38 AM
if nonetheless, you could totally make a best seller out of t his
RachaelRED - Today at 11:39 AM
my neck hurts
from lookin down and typing
aT lEaSt i tYpE fAsT
or that would be a fucking pain
Wiez - Today at 11:39 AM
i mean is he really that into the drama movie
Min - Today at 11:39 AM
honestly yeah this is like a messed up rom com
RachaelRED - Today at 11:39 AM
i have 10 min
to finish this
Wiez - Today at 11:39 AM
fine
Min - Today at 11:39 AM
:0
RachaelRED - Today at 11:40 AM
AND WE GOT TO A GOOD PLACE AND I TOLD MEH THAT I WAS WITH HER AND THAT THINGS WERE GOING GOOD AND SHE WAS HURT.. AND SHE ACCUSED ME OF PLAYING HER WHICH I STILL DONT THINK I DID AT ALL
I WAS JUST TRYING NOT TO HURT ANYONE I WAS JUST TRYING TO KEEP PEOPLE HAPPY AND THAT ON TOP OF HAVING A CHAT ROOOM THAT EVERYONE IS TELLING ME IS FALLING APART AND I DIDNT WANT TO HURT ANYONE AND I FEEL BAD BECAUSE NOW EVERYONE THINKS IM THIS DEVIOUS PERSON
Min - Today at 11:41 AM
oof
RachaelRED - Today at 11:41 AM
WHEN ALL IM TRYING TO DO IS MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY NAND KEEP PEOPLE FROM BEING HURT 2 WEEKS AGO I WAS ACTUALLYING THINKING ABOUT LEAVING CHAT BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO HURT ANYONE SMH I DONT KNOW
I REALIZE I HURT PEOPLE... AND I HATE THAT I DID
is that all
BUT I WASNT PLAYING ANYONE
YEAH
I GUESS SO
IM NOT GONNA TALK SHIT ABOUT SARA
I CARE ABOUT SARA
i just ate two chicken wings and two drumsticks
BUT SHE HAS STARTED THIS CAMPAIGN AGAINST ME AND IS TELLING PEOPLE SHIT THAT ISNT THE FULL TRUTH
CONGRATS
you admit you fucked up tho?
I CANT EACH CHICKEN OFF THE BONE
AND I DONT THINK I FUCKED UP
basically tell me if this summary is wrong
I THINK I GOT CAUGHT IN A POSITION I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE AND I PROBABLY DIDNT HANDLE IT WELL
you made a chat with a girl you liked and let a former girl you like help along with another girl who you used to like
WHAT
is that not correct?
IM NOT SURE WHAT THE 3RD PART IS THE FIRST TWO PARTS IS CORRECT
then i asked blah blah about brie and stuff
"I WAS BANTERING HER AND TROLLING AT THE TIME THERE WAS THIS GUY SHE WAS CALLING HER BF WHICH I KNEW IT WASNT SO I JOKED AROUND WITH HER AND EVENTUALLY THAT LEAD TO A PM WE JUST TALKED BECAUSE HARDLY ANYONE ELSE WAS ON AT THE TIME THAT WE KNEW SO WE DECIDED TO JUST PM
blah blah blah
next subject
why do you have a problem with wiez
Wiez - Today at 11:45 AM
oh lord
RachaelRED - Today at 11:45 AM
I DONT ANYMORE ORIGINALLY I THOUGHT HE WAS CREEPY AND WEIRD
Wiez - Today at 11:45 AM
i nearly fell asleep
RachaelRED - Today at 11:45 AM
IVE COME TO REALIZE HES JUST AN OUT GOING WEIRD DUDE
yea ik its boring af
theres more shit
blah blah blah
claims saras trying to put everyone against him