Notes

O- How do I even begin to show how much you mean to me? We've been friends for such a long time, more than two years, and that sounds surreal. Every single time I mention you, people are very aware of our closeness. Call me foolish for thinking that we're going to be close for a really really long time, even in the future, but I'm certain that we will. The shit that we'vw overcome is insane. You've been by my side through my most annoying times and have been my #1 for as long as I remember. You're my world, simple as that, and I do not want to know what it would be like to lose you once again. You make me so much happier by your presence, and I could never repay you enough for all you do for me. No one compares to you and they can't wish to. The only person that made Blodreina soft, is a goddamn mechanic. Who would've thought? Sorry for being so possessive over you, but I can't help it. I love you more than anything, and I'm sure that you know that by now. Happy girlfriends' day, my soulmate. Every other lover in comparisson is a failure.
Desi- Almost 6 months. I can't believe it for one second. We started off and it was all sunny and rainbows; as our relationship progressed, I let my guard down more and it showed. Things got rocky for a while but that didn't break us apart. I wish I could put it into words how much you truly mean to me, but that's impossible. I know that things aren't the best for you right now, which is why I need you to know that I'm there whenever you need me, by your side. I never want to lose you. We'll go through so much more than what has already come, but I'm aware that we can overcome it. Our chemistry simply could never fade, no matter how much attention you're willing to show me in a day. Can't wait for half a year with the love of my life.
Hayleigh- No yellow hearts here. I started off despising you because of a very petty reason. I'm such a possessive person, I swear. As we started talking, we noticed our similarities. And sure, we had our rough times, but not nearly as bad as the good. We love each other far too much to ever let go again, and I promise you that if anybody tries to say that they have the lock on you again, someone is about to get a reality check from the person that you're a Lauresbian for. Trust and believe me, I won't let go of you again and I won't let you let go again. I need you in my life. The fact that you're just as obsessed with MTV reality shows as me makes you even better. You're so gorgeous, I can't say anything to your face; 'cause look at your face. I know you hate your body, but I love it, and I love you for so much more than your body- because your mind is just as, if not even more beautiful.
Hailey- Oh boy. sO we've gone through a lot of shit together, and though I wanted to hate you most of the time, because you were never replying and never showing your appreciation towards me, I still loved you and missed your friendship. Or whatever this platonic shit is - idk her. I'm getting off-track here. I've had your back through a lot of shit and you have had mine. You're my daddy and you're so fuckin' iconic in my mind. I hate to see you sad or down, especially when there's nothing I can do about it. I just wish I could teleport myself to your house (because I can find out the address, 'hehe) and hold you sooooo close. Our live streams together are iconic and very kinky and gay but that's besides the point. I mentioned your attitude so much thus far so I think it's fair that I spell out how I feel about you. Bitch, you make my heart go whoosh. Your beauty makes a hoe get cold. And your brilliant makes me want to eat that Hailey bullet like Lexa did. Point being, I love you and I always have. Of course I want all of your attention, @SheWhoCreams.
Alyssa- Started off as friends, then lovers, then friends again; but bitch, you could never cut our sexual tension with a knife. I have no idea what your timing was, but you always made me blush in public. You helped me through a tough period of my life when I lost someone that I really cared about. Now we're talking again and it feels so amazing. I never run out of things to talk about to you. I know that no matter what I say, you probably won't find it weird, 'cause we really think the same. You're my favourite roleplay partner, at a time when I thought there were none left to be had. I adore you and always will. You're such an icon wow fuck me what. Sorry. Love you lots.
Vanjie- OKAY SO. I love you so much. When I had nobody, you were there for me. We laughed so much together, MISS VAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANJIE. You're me, but british. Brooklyn 99 stan- check. Drag Race stan- check. But most importantly, you're such a brave hero. Not all heroes wear capes, proven true by my best girl Sophie. You're a special girl, who sees greyhounds in pain and goes to incredible lengths to help them. You're a warrior, an advocate, my shero. I need you in my life forever. And I'm sorry if I come off blunt as hell at times, I just want the best for you, because I really care. You're an outstanding girl, babes, and I hope you'll find the guy to appreciate that. Until you do, I will.