Notes

Team Fortress 2 was my first competitive game, it has a comparatively small esports community and I sank 5k hours into it within 3 years. I played in many leagues and on many teams, but most of all a team I made myself called Team Infamous.

http://etf2l.org/forum/user/91587/

Games that involve movement and aim are my jam, but I also love all the various survival games, DayZ being my favourite. I've enjoyed and tried all the Battle Royale games also, though I prefer it to be in first person only and not too gimmicky.
Otherwise I love horror and stealth games, I've played and completed many before I discovered online games, and even more on stream. The Thief series is my favourite. Feel free to recommend me more games, though I have a big list of games I've yet to play, which includes many classics of the past which I've missed out on.

List of completed streamed games: https://i.imgur.com/oUnBVPA.jpg
List of planned games: https://i.imgur.com/fQp4COf.jpg

When I started playing TF2 I made a friend who introduced me to Quake Live which I was very fascinated by. Having had no experience in FPS games and no friends who play Quake, I sadly didn't get into it.

Things are different now. I'm still new but in love with Quake Champions. After many of the new FPS games have been very disappointing, usually lacking in a skill ceiling and trying to appeal to everyone, I've found a game that satisfies in the same way TF2 did.
I'm not taking it too seriously for now, I have so much to learn that I'm trying to enjoy myself in casual TDM matches so I don't feel overwhelmed. That's why I play with earbuds and listen to music. That isn't how I intend for things to stay though, eventually I want to learn to duel and if I get decent enough, I'd love to play competitively at lans. I'm gonna try my best to attend all the EU lans that include QC as a viewer until then.

If you're a Quake veteran, I'm humbled by your presence and flattered you're watching my stream when there are so many better ones out there. I appreciate every piece of advice and I'm trying to slowly implement or practise everything I am told. While I stream, it might not be the easiest to follow every tip and I apologise if I miss your message completely. Please give me time. I'm thorough, I prefer to practise one thing at a time and only once I get the hang of it do I move on to another.
Since I started playing I've been following a lot of QC streams. If you're someone who enjoys streaming QC, please let me know in chat. I routinely go through the list of new followers and follow back if I see people who are actively doing it. If you have a lot of knowledge to share, this might even be the best way to help me out.

Not sure how much personal information I should add here, though it probably doesn't matter because if you watch my stream for long enough I eventually share everything anyway.

I grew up almost always alone as an only child in a town of 5k people in central Europe. Growing up I read a lot of fantasy and sci-fi novels and I have a respectable book collection. If you find I'm naive and too trusting, you're right. It's hard to aquire people skills when there are never many around. However I try to educate myself as best I can, I speak 3 languages fluently, I've gone to many schools, some by chance, some I had to go to. Being raised without religion in a Catholic country limited my choices, unfortunately. Subjects I've studied: architecture, business, psychology, literature and wine after I got a scholarship to become a sommelier.
Back when I had to make a decision on what career to choose I had somewhat of a crisis, thinking I had to become an expert at one thing to be happy in life. Since then and being inspired by the German author Goethe's life and philosophy, I decided it doesn't matter what I do as long as I do something. And I'd like to do as many things as possible. I've worked many different jobs by now, but despite my education the one thing that has taught me the most was waiting tables. I had other options but I chose that job in order to overcome my crippling shyness and anxiety. This hasn't fixed my problem and maybe nothing will, but it certainly has made it a lot better and in a way I recommend everyone to work a job to do with customers even if just for a little while. People that work these jobs make up a big group in our society, doing the job yourself will teach you a lot about the world you live in, make you more aware of how important it is to be considerate and how much the smallest kindness can mean.

While I'm not sure what I'll do next, I do have many plans and goals for things I want to do eventually. I tend to jinx grand plans by telling everyone about them, so I'll keep most of them to myself for now.
Having streamed for 4 years or so has introduced me to the best and worst the internet has to offer. I've made friends for life, enemies, stalkers, I've honestly seen it all and nothing surprises me any more.

The best way to contact me is by talking to me in chat. If you have a specific reason why you can't, tell me why and I'll consider it. Otherwise I'm not gonna look at private messages any more and I've turned off whispers. But probably if you have something to say and can't say it publicly, I don't want to hear it.

Thank you for reading, be good to yourselves.