Notes

Okay so i don't know how to say this from my heart.. so i'll say it from this piece of paper. Gen for 2 years now you and i have been best friends. we went through a lot together, and i hope one day i'll get to tease you and make you laugh in person. Making you laugh and making you happy. those 2 things are so important to me, and i hate to see you sad. I would do basically anything just to make you talk more because of how much it means to me to actually hear your voice. For a while now i was so scared that i was ruining our friendship. I thought that because i felt about you the way i did it would mean our friendship was bound to just fall apart. I was worried that you'd just say you felt the same way because you have trouble saying things to me face-to-face, especially if it meant you'd hurt my feelings or something. I was scared that it wouldn't work out, but i was also scared that it.. would work out. because not be able to see you in person, was going to make it hard. But even if we don't end up dating or something i know i'll still always have a friend. You mean the world to me gen and if you aren't ready to talk to me about this yet i understand. Take all the time you need, I don't mind waiting.