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To all kids out their that fights with their parents.STOP. I fight with my parents using words and don't listen to my mom. But when she is mad at me and starts yelling at me i get emotional and start to break down. When i do that i think my mom doesn't love me or doesn't care about me. But in reality she loves me to death and die for me. I never said this to her because i am scared. All my life i have been scared to express my feelings when I feel a a type of way. When i was in 1st grade i was bullied from my skin color. i also was bullied because i skipped kindergarten in December. One group of five girls told me i was still a kindergarten when i knew i was in 1st grade. Anyway i am so scared to talk about my feelings because when i do something my dad doesn't like he yells at me. its not because he doesn't love me its because he doesn't want me to grow up and go to jail or join a gang and regret my life. Sometimes i feel likes he takes things way to far like he starts calling me names. One day he called me a name and i started to cry and he asked me what was i crying for. I told him because my family calls me names and they don't know what I've been through and my dad told me that i shouldn't care about what anyone says even if its your family. I know myself more than anyone else in the world, don't let anybody tell you something you know isn't true. You follow your dreams and you will be at the top you let the haters rot and watch your success, you are a smart and kind, and i want you to stay like this even when me and your mother aren't on this world anymore, we want you to stay strong. Me and your mom both love you to death.