Notes

i have to break out ,out of mind . stress fills me , i try to erase everything that brings a negative impact to me , everything you've provided me with was satisfying ,can you give a piece of you ,don't leave me blue, don't you feel the same way too? i am opened minded ,it was just a misuse, the media has converted me into something high, but in person i am thoughtless . After one thought i end up with a sigh . The interaction , don't let it die, i am sorry for my underlie . I believe we all should all have a second try , don't think it does not apply to you ,therefore you have to imply yourself , don't deny , i need your reply after this cry . My mind is puzzled , a tie . I look at the sky , i think about every blessing i was given, first blink i seem to think of you , seduces me , however it always seems to break a piece of me , i loose the self esteem, do i have to foresee me before i do something that embraces the beast that is in my interior , damn i was hurt in my abnormal heart terrier , this is supposed to make you think differently , subsequently this all about you. be serious . i live the struggle of keeping myself up , life is everyday . Thinking of what i should say , i talk to an imaginary you during my alone walks , conversating with you about the problems of the day ,when i finally get home , i lay down, you leave i tell you to stay , however you still charge all my brain , you don't seem to leave my mind , wow that's insane ,when i sleep you are still awake in my brain. People tell me i have overcame all of this today? my response is "naw man , but it's okay." , it's not pain that i fear it's shame, but girl , you are not to blame . I wish i was opened minded then , for realization ... i wish shit was the same , I am who i tame, it's your disappearance , it's a strain . My second try does not have a grave , none of what happened will happen again. Ourselves as the definition of shy was a drain . That's my claim.