Notes

She locks herself away, she pretends she's okay. She goes on the laptop to be herself and to escape...it's her getaway. She doesn't talk to family, she doesn't like hugs. People ask her if she's okay, she just shrugs... she talks like normal online, sometimes she can feel like she's on cloud nine. Although sometimes she feels like it's the end of her, she has so many doubts and worries that she hides, deep inside. She has it rough and she isn't tough.... she's just a soft-hearted girl who wants to help the world. Nobody knows how hard she tries to be who they want her to be, it's not easy... she tries to fit in, she always has, but nobody accepted her, but she's never as good as.....they want her to be. She's broken, her happiness is shattered and that's why she's soft-spoken. She's scared of the world, her mind is whirled. She's scared and can't go outside...her bedroom is where she shall hide. She had dreams, but they're gone, she's tearing at the seams. She's lied to her family, she said she's fine, she hides it by talking casually. She asks why she was born, she asks what's her purpose, she wishes she knew.