Notes

the world goes on and on and there are the ones who feel so much an don't know how to handle it but scared to handle because then something comes after and they aren't ready to face it. They never had someone to believe in them they never trust anyone, not even their own family everyone is a liar they believe they won't help they will only make it worse by adding pressure and making you do things you don't want to do so they start to hate everyone and everything included themselves the most they will never trust their self they will always feel trapped in their box and will never open their box for anyone they dont have the heart to be hurt they dont want to be broken again broken dreams and broken promises meant to be turned into never in your life why dream if it is going to shatter why keep open doors ? when they on your fingers or in your face, or your hair, or just by hurting you.The people you love are the ones who hurt the most the person so dear to you will hurt you in a split of seconds the more we watch or observe nothing good comes from the outside world. Being in a bubble helps out a lot it helps you not get attach to other and be able to move on in life by yourself and easy to not having to deal with others being able to come and go as you please and not having anyone notices you and also when you die no one will miss you or cry for you. you would just be the person who on cares about or even the fact they don't even know you, you always wanted that way and never had a sense of feeling different things. You try so hard to be emotionless when every day your breaking down in tears and don't really what to show how you feel but it's getting too much to handle so you start acting up and you couldn't deal with the bull crap around you so you stop and try to freeze your life but its even more hard for you when your parents will not give you a break so you live in desire to end your life but then you found something precious to you but when its gone what will you do ? will you break down? Will you remember that you never cared from the start? Would pretend like it never means anything to you? Will you fight?Will you give up? How long will you hold on? Are you ready to found out your answer?