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Sat,Dec 9, 2017. stories and rants about from my life...
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i really don't know where to start but let's begin where my 2 sisters smoke WEED and i can't tell anyone because i'll be called a snake and i'm not a snake when someone is doing something ILLEGAL i have the right to tell on there ass don't i????????????????? someone please agree with me.

But anyways to the bitches in my school where you talk shit behind my back all i can say to you is FUCK YOU and SUCK MY DICK. i don't give a flying fuck about these little hoes in my school thinking there all shit when really you can't even suck a dick properly. yeah i'm mad but i have a right to be mad when these little stuck up pricks walk around my school stare at me like shit but bitch you only talking bout me cuz u jelous and i want a hoe to come up to me because i'm ready to cusss them the fuck out and might i add that there's FAKE ASS HOES in my class like bye felicia.

anyways am i really going to let these people who im not going to know in 10 years ruin my weekend NOOOOOOO cuz they irrelevant.
Your prolly here wondering like "than why you over here talking about them" And the answer to that is im extra but in real i dont give a shit about them.

Anywho im chilling on my saturday night with my sister livestreaming next to me and she's talking to me right this second and i really dont care sostop talking please im begging
{hoe}

Now so every sunday we have a tradition where in the morning we all gather around as a family and eat and it's lowkey so fun because one day when im shrivled up and old ill remember all the sundays where we gather around with tim hortons and yeah it's just fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
And so than Monday rolls around the most depressing day of the week because i have to waked up at 7 am get ready and go to a place where i really don't wanna go because who guves a fuck about middle school like tf. and i can't wait to go to highschool because life is really going tobe fun than now it's like a weird little hle i can't leave but i wish to.

so my friends are emo and gay and weird but me over here no honey im you gay GTFO i dont fuck with no gay ass motherfucker cuz u know your ass going to be in hell. ahhh i can't wait for that day but the real reason i'm writing about them is because they NEVER listen to me and i feel like a 5th wheel so JORJA,LILY THE CHINK,JENSON THE ALBINO,AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST KENZIE THE GINGER you all can take a huge dildo and insert it up your ass one by one and bye the end you guys will probably die from sifflis but lily and Jorja will be the first to give that to u. AND I'M DONE MY HEAVINLY ROAST ON MY FUCKERS I CALL FRIENDS.
but ranting can be fun not only can u write down the way you feel you can also roast people but they will never see it plus if they were to see this i don't give a flying fuck because all these people that i gave talked shit about i will tell you one by one the way i feel about you and till then RANTING IT IS:)

Now let's talk about this guy i liked "deon" well i still kinda do. So i told this nasty crusty Indian girl, to tell her bf (how does she have one before me), that i like him and this motherfucker Deon can't fucking say anything, when it's so fucking obvious, that this shit likes me. Till this day this asshole still hasn't had the nerve to say shit tome but that's fine because if you don't like me there's plenty of other dicks out there for me,your's just won't be one of them.

i"m not mean and cold hearted i'm just expressing my feelings and the way i feel about people JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE.

well let's see another thing that really just makes me so angry hmmm oh yeah this girl in my class Anisha so annoying. Anyways i told her that she's annoying (because the fuck she is) she still hasn't talked to me. If you get butt hurt over the way you talk to someone expect to be called out. And plus she's such a pussy to like she's always like "i don't like to be mean" bitch stop.

Now let me say something about this guy at the gym named Kalpesh Chaudery at the gym who hit on me and i told this nasty motha fucka that i'm 13 and he still was like "i wanna kiss you". predators i say can't get way from them but he's also indian FOB (fresh off the boat) so what can you expect,not much.

so today i was supposed to be expected a package from Kylie cosmetics but it never came like wtf i waited 19 days for it and it still hasn't came. I HATE YOU KYLIE!!!!!

I'M SO HUNGRY RIGHT NOW

i used to watch porn as a kid (still do) judge me who hasn't though and i used to curl up into a little ball and my face would get red and i would start sweating. Good ole memories from ages 6-(infinity).

So my idol Chris Brown is taking pics with this ugly chink and she can go fuck off. And Chris do you really have no taste that you have to settle for an Asian like what is your life mother fucker. Like it literally cheeses me if he goes with someone hotter like Kylie or Kendall Jenner life would be so good but Agnez Mo really BOI REALLY.
Ew and that name EGG-nis who would date a girl with that name i would shit on he life. But no apparently Chris just has really bad taste in girls and deep down i think every BREEZY fan know that, that is the truth right there.
Like Chris Brown is so hot and he needs to be with a really hot girl. I always imagine him with Kendall Jenner i don't know why literally they would be perfect together haaaa those good old "DAMNNN KENDALL", moemts are never to be happening again because of AGNEZ MO so you can literally like leave if you ship them to together.
"If they don't have a cute ship name they should not be together because there not meant for each other".

i'm clearly super annoyed by the amount of shit happening in my life but i guess you could say that it's all due to social media and just imagine if i didn't go on social media for at least a week i can assure you that instantly i would lose stress. there's a lot of pressure to gave social media you have to be ready because any minute something shit could happen and ruin your life.

So i'm actually really thinking about not going on social media for about a week and everyday updating it maybe i should i don't know. The commitment to leaving my streaks is a lot (i only have one) cuz my life is so sad LMAOO.

But for now i'm chilling fatema is right in front of my bed and i'm debating on if i should let her sleep in my room.
i don't know should i? i mean do i really wanna clean shit when i wake up
I THINK NOT

but hey how you doin lemme know add me on the gram at miracle__moon

when i first started writing this rant i was so mad and now i'm actually dying at how funny everything i've written is but it's all true

I MEAN EVERYTHING I SAY IN LIFE.

now i really want poutine right now omg im craving everything

okay bye for now see ya tomorrow:))))

Sunday, Dec 10,2017
it's currently 8;45 and i just woke up.

So anyways every had those dreams where you just wanna stay in them forever well that just happened to me,let me tell you.
So i was in the car and this hot afghan guy (19) came up to me and started to hit on me but than mami came into the car so that literally ruined everything and so i went into the grocery store and he was there and we went into an isle and kissed omg it was so magical i wish that could actually happen.So than a few days later we went to a resturaunt and he was their and so we went to the washroom and kissed in the stall and he wanted to have sex but i didn't let him. And so a few days later i went to his house and i met his family and in his room we wanted to have sex and we couldn't because of his family. Than we just kept messaging back and fourth and i snuck out one night and i went to his house and i had Fatema cover for me and i'll never get to know what happened because i woke up. And now i am so angry and the guy was so hot i wanna actually do everything with him but i will prolly never.

Now another question has come up in my head a lot latley and that is "should i have sex before marrig" and the answer to that is I DON'T KNOW, i mean i could but do i really wanna lose my V to a guy i probably won't end up marrying. I THINK NOT.

so yeah i get really passionate and i start writing about so much my life could be a movie it would be interseting as fuck and people all over the world could watch it and i would be a STAR.