Notes

when did you change your name to memory
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why do I think that name suits you
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better than anything I had ever called
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you including best friend I moved you
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moved on but disclaimer I don't miss you
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I don't even know you I know what you
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were I was friends with what you were I
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miss who you were before this change I
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miss who you were before memory became
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your name no I don't miss everything
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about you I miss everything about what
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you were and I'll miss whatever you have
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become I mister before who is this after
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which you were if someone who still
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exists in my mind what you were to me
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back then is something I still crave all
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the time I see that at least the memory
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of you is something that is still alive
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please don't tell the younger me that
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her best friend is only available for a
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limited amount of time don't tell the
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younger mean that I buried her in my
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past letting her funeral be my final
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goodbye everything you were to me no
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longer exist no matter how much I want
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to deny that you and I are not anything
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other than strangers to each other I've
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never met the you of today I've seen
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pictures but the girl on Instagram
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doesn't even look the same the girl on
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Instagram probably doesn't remember
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hearing me say let me ask if we can hang
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out and we can meet each other halfway
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well halfway because the catch phrase we
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both said too much when the road we were
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walking down with the rope keeping us
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pal but we were both losing our touch I
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won't deny to anyone you were my best
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friend but I can teach something to
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everyone because you were also my lesson
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how fast the friendship sinks in how
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best and BFF is not as good as you think
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in our forever is an overstatement it's
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not as long as it should be and was it
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because I moved away with it because you
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you couldn't stay you you let the engine
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clutch you you let a choking corrupt you
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I wanted to think I was wiser when it
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came to us but really it was just you
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but that was
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has been trained lost the battle cease
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your own pain was I your army did I make
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the hurt way less and is that why now
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that I'm gone you try so hard to make
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yourself wait less only what happened to
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that light tell me what happened to your
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smile that used to shine so bright I
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mean why you're a light bulb that went
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out why you're done tell me what happens
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to my friend who once resemble the Sun
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because we forgot about meeting each
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other halfway we both turned around and
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started walking the other way and I
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won't look back if I know you won't do
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the same I know you won't do the same so
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when did you change your name to memory
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why is memory still a friend of mine and
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why is she a better friend to me than
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you ever were and why am i ok with your
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replacement your replacement being hurt
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our end there wasn't any drama
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it wasn't on any stage and you had only
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gone behind my back because I turned
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around so we would both be facing
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opposite ways to rest in peace the best
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friend of the growing me I'm sorry my
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memories have become your cemetery and
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I'm sorry we couldn't stay friends
because I didn't say then my memory will
live on even if you're not living with
her