Notes

why? Tell me why? I have nothing to say, but a thousand words crept into my mind I want to speak them, tell them. I want to do something, but I believe its too late. You've changed your mind I understand, patience isn't one of my attributes either. I understand you have to move on, you can't stay any longer, you can't wait for me to open up let you into deepest thoughts, my secrets, my fears it's truly understandable. I, too want to move on want to achieve goals and dreams I've desired since a child, but how can I move on if you're still there? How can I move on if my mind comes running towards you and doesn't let go of my pleading grasps. I'm such a fool, I know that you don't care in the slightest bit about me I've always knew that but my imagination runs wild I made drastic conclusions in my head thinking that you did... Well now I know. I fell from the skies and into land, into the vast cold sea like Icarus has. I'm drowning I can't stay I afloat I'm crying for help but I know that no one will help me for my fate will be like Icarus' except I don't die just yet. Instead, I'm swallowed by the cold reality. There is no going back now whats done is done. Gotta forget you gotta leave you. This will never last forever I know it won't.