Notes

Its been a year since we dorst met and since then almost everything has shifted in it's entirety. so here we are. After I'd rushed to the train last christmas night and made my way back home to _______, Conetticut where id first planned to spend the holidays only to realiv ei needed to remake this my stomping grounds. My family is here. My home town is here. My friends were here. And my school is here and I was okay, but now i have blake and he wasn't so i told my self i needed to close the steel wedge between us and i was gonna make thos work, no matter- because god. As much as i dont wanna say it aloud right now considering we hadnt been together for that long but. Hes got me tied around his fingers and ive got him, mine so i needed to get to work. So first id need to come out and at first it didnt seem like a big deal bc id lived here all my life and if that meant anything to anyone I knew they'd love me the same, wouldn't they?
seemingly not. But thats a story for later. So with that in mind i set it bac ka few steps and first decided i needed to talk to blake about how we expected this, us, to pan out.

Of course he being the angel he is picked up on the first ring when i skyped him