Notes

Ahaaaaa!!!! DICKHEAD!!!! Looks like someone couldn't put down the crack pipe ctfu I'm just playin but on a more serious note, I know your probably really surprised that I decided to write you. I was in Tamara's class Monday afternoon when Miles told me that you got booked Friday and I was really sad to hear that because I knew that you were already on house arrest and was getting frequent ut's already so I'd hope you being in the RRC program would help you get your shit together so you can be out the system once and for all and this could just be a chapter of your past has been put behind you. But at the end of the day, none of us are perfect. We all make mistakes and no one knows everything at the age of 18 so this is the time to fuck up and learn from your faults and grow and to better yourself as a young man. Because I truly believe in my heart that you can achieve so much Gilly. You are incredibly smart, strong, funny, witty and confidant. You just have to put all that other bullshit to the side and start having the mindset of "how can I take advantage of the support and resources I already have to my benefit?" And go from there. This is time to figure out what your goals are and what you want to do in life. Because I'm sure you have been around or have seen grown ass men who were like you when they were 18 and have ended up in and out of jail, on food stamps and wellfair living off their baby mom sitting in their crusty ass boxers playing fucking 2K all day while whomever is taking care of their bum ass is out working being the breadwinner. And I know for a fact that is not who you are or where you want to end up so you better start getting your ducks in a row now before it's too late. Anyway, enough of that motivational stuff, I also wanted to apologize for putting your shit out on blast. I was just mad because we hadn't been talking (because you left me on read after I told you that I was coming up to your job to see you and you wernt there) and then you tried to talk to Lyndsay... which I still don't get because I never liked her and you knew that I would see the bitch eveeyday but hey, you do you. And then to make matters worse I find out that during the whole time we were talking, you was trying to fuck Lauren and Ashley. Sending them pictures and videos saying stuff about their bodies when you knew the whole time that Ashley was with Airey and Lauren has been with Dylan for years. And then you tell Lauren about what I got you for your birthday and then you go the extra mile as to say that you were gonna use the condom on another bitch. Forget about the fact that we were never a couple, yet I was still someone you were trying to have sex with and you talked to at one point on a daily basis until 4:30 the next morning, how do you think I felt when Lauren and Ashley shows me all the messages, videos and texts you sent them? A guy who I had liked that I was talking too for a few months on and off was trying to fuck my two friends whom I also go to school with as well as he telling a girl who lives in a fucking group home that I don't like, she has big boobs cause I saw the message myself. And all of those emotions that I felt during that time all the hurt and embarrassment that I felt, kind of sparked me to say all those things that I did on my snap. Do you remember that time when you denied you ever talking to me when we were on the third floor in front of day-day, marve and maddi? And when I got upset you actually found me in hithams class and apologized to me in front of Dayana and then again in Trish's class and then when school ended and you asked me if I was still mad and I just rolled my eyes and got on my van and you said to Maddi that you apologized to me? Well what's so different from this and that time? Well for starters this time I didn't get an apology. And I got back at you (really good might I add) by "exposing" you on my snap. I will admit it was childish and immature and I shouldn't have went about it that way and I'm sorry for that.