Notes

to eau, jimberri

hey, eau baby.
hahskahs okay i started writing this waay before we dated, and i'm sorry because this is such an ugly gift for our first ever monthsary. sweats. this is actually the timeline of stories of how i actually managed to confess to you hsjhsmah i don't even know why i started making this, but somehow i'm glad i did

ㅡ This Is Getting Dangerous
ㅡ his soft side istg i went weak quickLy
ㅡ his emo side, i know he's nice
ㅡ " a date in hell " aw yiS
ㅡ i can't believe myself
ㅡ even though he slanders me all the time, i do have feelings for him fuCK
ㅡ don't avoid my flirts please, i am actually flirting with you
ㅡ i almost asked tae for help-
ㅡ I'M SO OBVIOUS HELP
ㅡ is he doing this push and pull thingy because i donT KNOW, GIVE ME A SIGN, GOD
ㅡ i have the urge to kiss him right here right now. help me.
ㅡ i got kicked out from bb and he softblocked me hELP
ㅡ i'm nervous, i want to talk to him
ㅡ hOW TO EXPLAIN THIS THING TO HIM
ㅡ i'm crying. bye kookmin, hello yugmin.
ㅡ aubergines
ㅡ stop playing games and let me love you istg
ㅡ his number is 1004
ㅡ THAT'S TRUE BABY YOU'RE AN ANGEL
ㅡ i confessed two times anonymously
ㅡ because i still don't have the guts to tell him
ㅡ bECAUSE I THINK HE'S AVOIDING ME????
ㅡ will hopemin sail??????????
ㅡ " when will i ever "
ㅡ can i fucking stop being an obvious piece of shit
ㅡ i congratulated yoongi on his relationship, and got lectured in return- sigHs why is it hard to have feelings for someone
ㅡ i ASKED YOONGI FOR ADVICE HAHAHAHA
ㅡ his love for his wife, coffee
ㅡ i can't believe i'm tHAT obvious
ㅡ crossed my fingers, i'm doing this for real
ㅡ 01/04/2017, i cAN'T BELIEVEEEEEEE <3
ㅡ i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
ㅡ i promise i'll be good to you, promise i'll make you the happiest man ever
ㅡ this man deserves all the good thing in life
ㅡ how could he even go to sleep that late, i'm impressed
ㅡ what have i done to deserve him
ㅡ he'S A LOVING BALL OF FLUFF AS I EXPECTED HSKAIWDNSHWZ i LOVE HIM A LOT

but then again, you know that i'm not good with my words, so please don't mind that okay?

anyways, happy first monthsary, sweetheart. i love you so much, and i will always gonna love you. i will never get tired of you, you're the best thing that ever happened to me, the love of my life, the reason why i'm staying, the one who loves me even though i'm dumb and ugly, the one who made me realize that this is home, the most comfortable place i would prefer than the ugly world i know. i never knew how happy it would make me to remember that you're here, waiting for me to come home, to make sure i rest well, to care for me every single time, and i'm thankful for that. and i might not be the best boyfriend you'd ever had, i might be very dumb and annoy you sometimes, i might be busy and it took long enough for me to reply, but i'm trying. i'm trying my best to be the best for you, to make you happy at all times, to make you feel loved and important, because you are and you deserve it. you deserve every good things in this world, sweetheart.

this is just the beginning of our story, we'll have lots of anniversaries to come, but i know we'll treasure all of them and we're gonna love each other no matter what. i love you so much and i wouldn't even dare to imagine how's my life gonna be without you, because i need you in my life. please remember that i am here for you, and i will always gonna be here for you. happy first monthsary, baby.

this isn't much, but well, i tried hhajhsjahs

; listening to these songs made me realize i fell in love with you.

the weeknd - die for you
john legend - love me now
stanaj - romantic
adele - make you feel my love
bebe rexha - i got you
sjur - let me love you

love,
jay, hoseokberri