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i dont know what to say. i should give you the benefit of the doubt because you shouldnt believe everything you see or hear, but maybe you're just too gullible or confused. lost. hurt. maybe im all just caught in a web of lies but i will never know since I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies. im not saying im not who you think i am but maybe I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known. Nothing of me is original. maybe i am closer than you think, but too far for you to reach. maybe this is our fault in our stars, our little infinity; but you'll never know and for that, i am glad. no i am not saying im some sort of stalker pedo 50 year old person; thats just wrong (i do in fact go to rwb...) im just someone who you can never be friends with in real life because you're too good for me. dont ask questions, because i wont answer them... our relationship wasnt fake, the emotions and all the problems were real. you must understand that, but we will never be close as we were, but im thankful for everything. you're my savior, my role model, everything. you probably hate me now, but i can never hate you. hopefully you'll understand, you're just that little boost that i needed in these past few months. my motivation. i hope i was yours too, please dont change. you need to keep your head up and do not forget who you are and how you got to this position. you're Althea Caitlyn Masuda the most amazing person i've known; the girl with the beautiful personality. i never lied when i would compliment you, because i fell in love with your personality and who you are to be honest... tomorrow's march 26th... how convenient. a 3 year anniversary and a 5 month anniversary on one day, its special. fate maybe. the 26th of every month will always be cherished. thank you.(do not try changing my mind, my mind's been set for the past few months honestly. im sorry...) Goodbye Althea. "You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.” [I've walked for miles but I haven't even got that far; tell me your secrets, I promise we won't leave this scarred cause in the end you know theres better ways for us to part. I thought as much it wouldn't ever end this way, cause all your second guessing girl you led me astray; Could you come back to me one day?] -Mystery