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look at you.. you're destroying yourself over something stupid. Look at the pain you're causing your mother she's watching her baby fall apart. Look at your best friend you're destroying him. He watches you put yourself down over and over again. Look at your ex that still loves you. You destroyed him, he was so happy and when you broke up everything changed he didn't want to do anything, he didn't want to try and be happy again. You... you did that to him. Look at you.. you are weak. You let a little piece of metal rule your life and let people play you like a fucking bored game. You have destroyed yourself so bad that you can't even sleep at night for more than a couple hours without waking up with flashbacks. Everybody says that it was your fault but honey who else could of stopped it...? No one but you that's who. You could of stopped or changed everything bad that happened in your life but you didn´t you sat there and destroyed everything.. You destroy everything you touch, friendships, relationships, yourself, other people. You have been told to leave so do it they already said no one would care so do it say goodbye everything would be so much better.