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The day I left and moved away from you makes my Heart ache every time I think of it.Thinking of you Is easy I do it everydayBut missing you is the heartache that never goes away. We we're only kids so I didn't know what these feelings meant, But after all that time I slowly realized that I fell for you. I'm afraid to admit it to you one day at school your cousin Nathan told me "my cousin likes you" so I said "who is your cousin" "his cousin is Salvador" Brianna said a little jealous because she had a crush on you I assumed" I don't know who that is "I said confused " Trey "then I knew he was talking about you. After school he made you admit those feelings to me, but I was afraid to admit mine to you in fear one day you could break my heart. After that day you thought I hated you but I actually loved you. So when my mom told me had to move because she couldn't pay the bills anymore I tried to con Vince her to stay In that apartment complex she said we couldnt stay anymore. That day pains me still. The memories of you and I still replay in my headme. I didn't get how guy like you ever loved a girl like me, I'm just a stupid girl who doesn't deserve anyone. Im afraid to close my eyes in fear you might disappear. My only wish is to see you again. When i was arpund you all my strength went away a s try hard to be myself but, always failed You are the only person that makes me feel this way So please let's reunite and fight the pain together I replay the moment I left you over and over in my head the memory paining me each time I do. How can one experience so much pain?😢