Notes

min yoongi, thank you for your existence. thank you for being who you are and for never giving up. i can’t even express or say how much you taught me how to save myself. you taught me so many other things, you made so many things better. your whole self is something i can’t take my eyes off. thank you for showing me that i can be who i am. you showed me how i can be sensitive and care about people and don’t let myself feel bad about it. you taught me how i can be so soft but without someone stepping on me, that my feelings and showing them aren’t something bad. you taught me every day that i deserve better and i have to fight for myself and always rank #1 in my own life. thank you so much for showing me that a mental illness will NEVER bring me down and even if i have to work twice as much and hard than anyone else, than that’s what i’ll do, because my mental illness is just another thing trying to stop me and i can’t give in. you taught me how to have more confidence in myself and knowledge that everyone has their own talents and personalities, and i’m no less or more than the others. you make me realize everyday that i’m worth and i can live a good life, my own life the way i want. you taught me how to move forward. you worked so hard and with so much passion, you inspire me. you had hard times, a lot of them, but you never gave up. you’re always fighting. i can’t even believe in those ones who think you’re cold or something like that. you’re so caring, so warm, so sweet. your smile and laugh can make my day. when you’re on stage i know that’s where you truly belong, it looks like you’re fated to be there. the lyrics you write, the emotions and sensations you put in there, you’re so brilliant. you’re so talented. you taught me the most important thing: i don’t need anyone else besides myself to have a good life and save myself from the darkness. who knows me know how much it means to me: fight alone, with my own strength. i really want you to be happy, healthy and making your dreams come true. you taught me a lot of things, but i’m grateful to say i saved myself. i love you, i truly do. you have a power that i can't describe. you’re a good person, you’re an angel. i could see you smile and laugh every day. i hope you’re happy.