Notes

You're pretty useless at everything, mainly because you never had focus on improving a skill or doing anything worthy, you didn't even know what you wanted to do with your life, so you didn't improve on that either, and spent years fantasying about what you wanted to do, without doing it. The point being, that's why you suck at everything, you have never tried or improved, same with physic or sports, you could be decent at sports, if you really tried or focus at it, you could be 100% bilingual, and you could be pretty good at Internet stuff, but you haven't really tried and wasted your talent, health and intelligence, you could use all that energy in producing some pretty decent results, or even just by having a job and going to work, you could do something worthy, but you haven't, still the energy and the study pay way more, but you need to focus do it, and continue practicing, nothing comes for free, that's how the world works, so if you do something for enough time 1000 hours, you would become decent at it, and maybe even get results.