Notes

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I'm not even sure what I want from life right now. I hate the fact that i'm deeply into you, especially since I've been thinking of leaving my husband for a while now and just doing me (well with my son too). I never thought I can easily fall for someone so quickly but I guess it's because am a sucker to relationships. I'm not sure exactly how you feel about me but I guess I just have to wait and see what the outcome is. I have to admit you are a very difficult person to deal with especially with your pass of sleeping around and this is why I get so insecure with you. I'm sorry that I act crazy, I know I do and I'm trying very hard to change it. At this point I'm just confused, because I do not want to jump from one relationship unto another, but I know if I let you go now, I won't get you back. I greatly appreciate the small gestures you make, espcially with the card. You really made me feel special and it's been a while since someone has made me feel like this. I just want you to know that I only have eyes for YOU. No matter what you think it's true. I sometimes wish things would be different, but then again everything happens for a reason. I hope we can move forward in a good way and see what this leads to, I hope you can learn to trust me and I also can do the same. Just know that I'm not leaving unless you push me away. I appreciate you for sticking around even though your intentions were different. I'm glad you changed your mind, because I've seen the good, kind, sweet and loving in you.