Notes

10/2
Today was a killer day. I decided I didn't need to do homework so I came straight back from Calculus and played NCAA 14 for a while. It was such a great way to relieve stress and help to make my days have more variety. Then after a while GOD proved to be faithful yet again when I was able to hang out with Connor Kane and had a great time. He is someone that I felt like GOD told me is a guy I should get to know. Then I got a call from Cameron Harris about going to eat. I had a really good time with them even though they are not the type of people I see myself being great friends with. When I got back from dinner with Cameron and Jon I hung out with Jon in his room for a while and then when I came back I saw Harrison and Austin in my room and went with them and Cam to the volleyball game. That was a great time. They are such fun and solid Christian guys. I know that they may not consider me one of their close friends but I could see a strong bond developing between. Us. It has been hard this week because I still have not found someone to talk about my mom with. I feel like it is something I should do before this week is over. It is such a hard thing to begin talking about. I was thinking I should maybe talk to Burt Burleson but I'm not sure. I think it may be what GOD wants me to do also

All in all today was awesome. I do pray that I can soon develop comfort with people that will allow me to tell them about my mom. It has been so hard with neither someone to tell or any of my friends knowing. Dear Lord please guide me in achieving these things and also help to not compare myself with other and to just be extremely happy with the life I have.