Notes

Sometimes I feel lonely and yeah my family does have anger issues and pretty much cant take jokes pretty basic you know? Yeah what makes me sad that will you see my parents and I are lucky we have what we have but sometimes you just insult your siblings and parents but you end up regretting what you said because I mean you think about what they do and what they are going through pretty much that's my perspective and yeah I sometimes do sound emo and all but its true. I have this feeling that just out of no where I get sad! I don't like it because I know that I'm a happy person and silly! :p But sometimes typing what I feel makes me feel good like I am talking about my whole life in one whole page though I wish that someone would read it because it would make me feel like you know.. somebody actually knows how you feel and my family isn't really good at understanding how I feel! Its hard for me that's for sure! :/ Like this one time I wanted to talk to my mom and I started crying while I was talking and it makes me sad that her reaction was mad about me crying because I just felt like I could connect with my mom ...but tbh its fine though I JUST WISH SHE KNEW HOW I FELT AND MY FAMILLY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! Either way my moral of the story just ...there actually is none cx forgive me for that but just wanted to share my story even though nobody will EVER read this xD



By: Your local sister, Brittany Santana Dirso