Notes

Nama : Park Jihoon
Kelas : XII
Trainer : My Beloved Jasliet.
Song : Vernon ft Eunwoo - Sickness
Lirik Rap yang saya suka adalah lagu yang dibawakan oleh Vernon Seventeen dengan judul Sickness. Dalam lagu tersebut, ia membawakannya bersama Eunwoo Pristin. Karena saya cukup mengenal Adinda Jasliet, saya sarankan Jasliet juga mendengar lagu tersebut.

Artinya ngena tjoy.

→ Lyrics ( Vernon Only )

한 순간
That’s all it takes to make your
people turn their backs against you
평생 나와 같이 할거라고 생각했던
사람들마저도 전부 등을 돌려
오해는 오해를 불렀고
다시 돌아갈 수 있는 길은 안 보여
어디서부터 잘못된걸까?
탓을 누구에게 돌려야
누구에게라도 기대고 싶었는데
둘러보니까 모두가
같은 눈을 하고 있어
같은 말들 수군거려
날 두려워하면서 또
날 향한 멸시가 느껴져
에워싸는 사람들 속에서
너에게 마저도 같은 눈을 하고 날 향한
멸시가 느껴져

‘어디서부터 잘못된걸까?’
내 자신에게 계속 되물어봐
‘탓을 누구에게 돌려야’
애초에 탓할 사람은 있는걸까?
오히려 이 모든 문제는
그 누구의 탓도 아닌
여태 내키는대로 행동해 온
바로 내 자신
I wanna go back,
back to the days
모든게 간단했던 때
후회되는 모든 것들의
하나 하나, 바로 그 전에
그 때로 돌아가 새로 만들어 가
지금과는 다른 나를 보고파
더 이상 비참하지 않고
더 이상 혼자 아닌 나
하지만 지금의 난
비참하고 혼자야
지난 일은 지난 일
And I know I can’t go back

어느새 나의 주변에
남은 게 아무 것도 없네
지난 일들 지우고 싶지만
그 일들이 지금의 날 만든건데

(어디서부터 잘못된걸까?
탓을 누구에게 돌려야)

(I wanna go back,
back to the days
모든게 간단했던 때)

(에워싸는 사람들 속에서
너에게 마저도)

(같은 눈을 하고 날 향한
멸시가 느껴져)

에워싸는 사람들 속에서
너에게 마저도 같은 눈을 하고
날 향한 멸시가 느껴져

Translate for Jasliet.
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One moment
That’s all it takes to make your
people turn their backs against you
Even people I thought would go with me for all my life
They’ve turned their backs on me
Misunderstandings brought about misunderstandings
I can’t see a path to go back
Where did it go wrong?
Who can I blame?
I wanted to lean on someone
But when I looked around
Everyone was making the same look
Saying the same things
They were afraid of me
and I felt their contempt
Among all those people
Even you were making the same look
And I felt that contempt from you too

Where did it go wrong?
I keep asking myself
Who can I blame?
Is there even a person to blame from the start?
This problem
isn’t anyone’s fault
But maybe it’s me for acting
however I wanted
I wanna go back,
back to the days
When things were simple
Before any of the things I regret happened
I wanna go back
and make things new
I wanna see a me that’s different from now
A me who is not miserable anymore
Who is not alone anymore
But the me right now
Is miserable and alone
But the past is the past
And I know I can’t go back

Suddenly, nothing
remains around me
I wanna erase the past
But those things made me now
Unerasable memories make me ache

I see myself
And I’m not the me I used to know
I wanna go back just once

(Where did it go wrong?
Who can I blame?)

(I wanna go back,
back to the days
when everything was simple)

(Among all the people
even you)

(Even you were making the same look
And I felt that contempt from you too)

Among all the people
Even you were making the same look
And I felt that contempt from you too

Alasan mengapa saya memilih lagu ini adalah lirik yang menggambarkan ekspresi hati saya kala saya merasa dihakimi oleh dunia. Terdengar lemah? Tidak, justru ini adalah ketegaran hati yanh bertahan meski terkadang saya ingin kembali di masa dimana saya tidak menanggunh beban seberat ini. Apakah saya bisa kembali? Tentu saja tidak. Saya harus belajar dewasa dan menjalani apa yang sedang terjadi. Percaya bahwa saya pasti bisa melawati kejamnya dunia.

P.S : Terima kasih atas toleransinya, Jaslietku. <3