Notes

I struggle, I struggle because am human, I struggle because I am girl who is lost and confused, I struggle because with all that's going in no matter how I try to be good to others I always get used, I struggle because I gave up on Him, I never gave myself to Him the way that I should I didn't make that ultimate sacrifice, I fell down along the way I looked backed I stop so no tge things that kept that connection alive, I stepped way to far off from where I had found solitude in the comfort of His arms. So I struggled and am struggling because I don't know how to go back to that place where I had found peace in my times of trouble, where I had faith so strong it could move mountains where my hope was constantly being renewed because I believe that my purpose was His purpose, because for me to live He had to die. I struggled because I have lost that spark in me I struggled because am longing to feel that love again I know it's there but I can't seem to find it and because of that I struggled because I feel empty, it's like I have no purpose it's like nothing g that I touch turns out the way I intended it, nothing brings forth fruitation, so I struggle to find my purpose to find peace , to find God to reach that place where I no longer feel empty because his presence fills every void of my struggle.