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My heart is racing 7arfeyan w awel ma tle3t el bet mama 3amala tkalemny wana msh same3 w t2olly rakez m3aya ya Moutaz, wana msh 3aref a3mel ehh wala ehh, w le7ad delwa2ty I'm so nervous bas I'm so damn happy oxim bellah, even though el mawdo3 may seem eno normal, w en it's not as much of a big deal zy ma howa bel nesbaly, bas 7arfeyan ana bab2a hatganen on days like this, our anniversaries w 3id meladek el gai, bgd msh bab2a 3aref a3mel eh wala eh bab2a 3ayz adelek the entire world between your hands.
First of all, el kalam da momken akon oltholek abl keda w momken tkony sm3teeh menni ktir w on every anniversary kaman bas el fekra kollaha eni 3omry ma bazha2 wala bab2a 3yz abatal a2olholek w kol marra ba2olo ba7es enaha awel marra tany.
mahma olt w 7awelt a-describe, 3omrek ma htt5ayly enty eh belnesbaly, w you'll never come close to understanding how important w special you are wallah el 3azim, ana msh 3aref men8erek ana kont momken a3mel ehh w kont momken ab2a fen, msh 3aref law makotnesh gmby w law makontesh el sbb el wa7id el esta7melt kol 7aga 3alashano w 7abet kol 7aga 3alashano w edert akamel ayan kan what I was going through whether it was thanwia 3amma aw el ayam el ana feha delwa2ty aw el 5ena2at el ma3 ahly aw el aw2at el kont ba7es eni kareh kol 7aga fel donia ella enty, enty el 7aga el wa7ida el 3omry ma zhe2t wala hazha2 menha, wel 7aga el wa7eda el 5aletny w momken t5aleny asta7mel ay 7aga fel donia w ay 7aga sa3ba bt3ady 3alaya, tol mana 3aref enek gmby w m3aya w 7bebty w leya lwa7dy w tol mana 3aref eni belnesbalek ay 7aga 7arfeyan. You're the only reason I wake up every morning leya nefs a3mel ay 7aga f 7ayaty ayan kanet el 7aga di eh. Enty sa3at bteftekry enek belnesbaly 7aga 3adeya aw 7aga momken asta8na 3anha aw azha2 menha aw abatal a7ebaha ba3d fatra el howa 5alas b2a etbasat showaiia w 5elset 3ala keda, bas ana oltelek en you made me feel something I've never felt in my entire life abl keda, you made me feel something that people write novels and love songs about, the moment I told you en I loved you kanet belnesably a7la la7za f 7ayaty w aktar la7za kont 5ayef feha la2en di kanet awel marra a-express my feelings, w ab2a so honest w ab2a 3ayez 7aga awy keda. You made me feel something different w kol youm by3ady 3alaya wenty m3aya, wenty 3yzany, ba7ebek aktar men el awl, msh el 7ob bta3 el aflam el youmen wala shahr wala sana 7atta w 5alas 3ala keda, la2 enty 5aleteeny a8ayar fekrety 3an 7agat ktir awy, oltelek en a year ago, ana kont sha5s mo5talef b 180 degrees, bas men sa3et ma 7abetek I've matured up, I became responsible, 3reft ya3ny eh ab2a ba7eb 7ad w 3ayz a3mel kol 7aga fel donia 3alashan as3edhom w 3alashan afdal tol 3omry good enough for them, you're the kind of love, w the kind of angels I'd love to spend every second of my entire life with, 3ayz afdal m3aky w gambek w f 7odnek enty bas kol sania l7ad a5er yom f 3omry, w msh 3yz 7ad wala 7aga tania, law enty m3aya, ana m3aya el donia kollaha w oltelek abl keda if I have you, I have everything. Msh 3ayzek tfkry tany eni momken a7ebek a2al men el awl 3alashan enty msh 3arfa enty 3andy eh, w enek 7ayaty kollaha b ma3na el kelma, ana m3ndesh fel donia di kollaha 8erek w law enty msh m3aya 7arfeyan ana amoot ar7amly la2en mafesh 7aga hyb2a leha ma3na b3d keda, w msh over w msh kalam w 5alas, bgd ana msh 3yz abadan at5yl enek b3ida 3anni la2en sa3etha ana hab2a msh 3yz akamel wala a3ish keda law enty msh m3aya sania wa7da.
3omrek ma t3yty wala tz3ly tany tol mana m3aky, la2en sada2eny ana bab2a hatganen wana shayfek za3lana aw al2ana wana msh 3aref a3mel 7aga, 5aleky 3arfa en moutazek bymoot feeky w eni 3omry ma hasebek lwa7dek f 7aga w eni m3aky through thick abl el thin w mafesh 7aga malhash 7al w mafesh 7aga ha5aleky t-go through it lwa7dek, ana m3aky through it all, through every single step, we're in this together w oltelek en I can never sail the boat alone.
I chose you, w I'll keep chosing you every single day, w hafdal bafakar fel youm el htb2y a5eran fih f 7odny w nothing will ever take you away from me, you're not going anywhere, I'm holding w latching onto you until the very end. Don't get bored of me 3alashan ana men8erek lel mara el tania wala 7aga. Ba7ebek, w bamoot feeky, w msh 3ayz 7aga men el donia di kollaha 8erek gmby w 8er eni ashofek mabsota w as3ad wa7da fel donia w ab2a ana el sbb f da, rabena y2drny eni as3edek w a3mellek kol el nefsek fih ya naseby w ya 3yony w 7ayaty kollaha. We've been together for almost 200+ days, talking every single day, bndala3 showaiia w bnz3al showaiia w bnt5ane2 showaiia w bne3mel kol 7aga sawa, w bntkalem from morning till night, w 3adda 3alena ayam ktir kanet sa3ba awy whether enaha kanet bsbb our arguments aw ay 7aga tania aw tawator aw 5of, bas we had eachother's backs through it all, w kol marra we always find our way back to each other, if that ain't love then I don't know what is. I'll always find my way back to you, w rabena my7rmneesh mennek w y5aleky leya w tfdly 3alatol gmby through it all keda, w tfdly a7la 7aga 7asaletly w hate7saly tol 3omry.
I adore you ya most beautiful human being/angel/art/perfection I've ever laid my eyes on. This is barely 1% of what I feel for you w what I have to tell you bas wa7ashteny w 3ayez akalemek. Happiest seven months, my absolute everything.