Notes

i just got a news that apperantly my crush adores me and he wants to go out with me. But, i don't know what to say. He asked me out and i don't know what to say because i already went out with him twice. We did not really work out because we just dated two days. But i don't know if he is ready for a actual relationship. My friends say we make a cute couple but idk. I really like him and they say he likes me to and that he adores me and that i should say yes. They said that today after school he had a big surprise for me. His fiends told me that to but i thought they were just joking because all his friends do is bother me and him that i should date him. But when i got home my friend texted me and said what happened with me and him. So i said what are you talking about that is when she told me about the surprise. Now i feel so bad cause he planned a big surprise just for me and i didn't go. My friends say that he talks about me a lot in math class with them. Also they made a bet if i said yes he would bet his friend 5 dollars. So idk what to say, i really like him but idk if is ready to start a relationship. I need to think about this a lot and give him my answer fast. I know that if i tell my cousin knows that i dated him again she would kill me. She doesn't like me dating, she says it is for my own good. I really don't get that. I mean it is my own life. For me dating is idk but i know that later i might regret this. His bestfriend is in my homeroom class so that means that i have 3 classes with him. All he does is what is your answer cause he wrote it on a note that he wanted to ask me out. this is so complicated and i feel that i need him in my life cause he is someone special to me.