Notes

tum ruko ab wese mujhe nahi krni naukri, par ek baar toh krungi phirr tumhe bataungi left out wali feeling kyA Hoti hai, tum intentionally nahi kie mai intentionaaly krungi :P ruko tum ab. ofc ki tension bhi ghr nahi laungi or 'classified' bol bol k torture krungi :P (you are smart enough iss sentence k baad reference smj gy hoge) :P
or woh mental sickness nahi hai yei tumko smjhane ka try kr ri hu, or muje lagta hai isme meri kami hai ki mai tumhe shyd complete feel nahi kra pa rahi hu isliye tumhe uss chiz ki requirement lagti hai, ye bhi toh point ho sakta hai na? tum uss din sochne ko bole th na ek bt toh woh lagi th ki tht ki tum shyd kuch chizo se bht hurt hue th toh tum muje bhi hurt krna chahte ho bas tarika alag hai or dusri bt ye aai th dimag me. Or honestly galat kch nh hai isme, mai comfortable nahi hu or tumhe pata mostly reason ye hai ki tum bhi comfortable nahi hote ho, isliye me bhi nh comfortable feel krti use leke. otherwise ye bas ek preference hai, or iske develop hone ka reason woh ek blog bheja tha tumne use padh ke bhi mene kaha th na porn ho sakta hai, muje aj b primary reason wahi lagta hai. Acha ek sawal ka jawab do, tumne jabse porn dekhna shuru kia, primarily subject kya hota tha, ya sabse zada tumhe kis type ka porn pasand hai?

Or ye kaam wali baat mai janti hu isliye me zada kuch nahi bolti iss bare me kyuki tum iss chiz ko handle kr loge bht ache se ye pata hai muje. this is one of the things which is attractive about you :* bas itna bolna tha unn sab baaton se bas tumhe yaad dilana chati th jo tumhe pata hai already, kai baar hume pata hoti hai par kisi or se sun na zaruri hota hai, mujhe nahi pata tumhe bhi same lagta hai ya nahi par mene khudko tumhre shoes me rk k dekha muje laga ki mai is jagah hoti toh mujhe acha lagta ki tum mujhe yaad dilate isliye mene bol dia. wrna me janti hu ki tum jante ho :)