Notes

Yeah It's been awhile since I spoke to you, everything seems different now I'm tryna focus, you've been out of frame, but it's crazy how I see the picture now It's been awhile since you've been around, me, I finally put the Blunts down Crazy how life is bittersweet, 'cause my grandpa is getting sicker now ,Yeah I've been tryin' not to lose touch, but all this stress is just too much When I was young, it was me and him ridin' 'round the city just the two of us Wish I spent more time with him, all the times that I held back All this Memories in my Mind, but there ain't a way to buy health back See, back then we was close, then I lost who I was Getting' close to my dreams, but further from who I love What's meant to be is just meant to be, I don't think we could change that
I ain't sayin' I regret it now, I just wish I had them days back And that's real . It's been a while since I spoke to you, both of us gettin' older now Life is movin' so fast for me, I just wish I had a way to slow it down Wish I wasn't scared to open up, 'cause I ain't talked to my dad still But he's stubborn though, that's where I get it from, he drinks Hennessy with his Advil Everyone say I'm just like him we smile hard and we hide tears Even though I've seen him last month, I ain't seen my dad in like 3 going on 4 years And that gets to me, heart's heavy, I just can't adjust to these changes Lost some people that was closest to me, now I'm losin' all of my patience Ex girl say they still love me, old friends just come and go Really I've been tryna move on, but I'm too afraid to end up alone Too afraid to give my love, 'cause I'm too afraid I won't feel love And I'm too afraid that I'll find love just to find out it's not real love I got so many trust issues, wish I was there to uplift you And even though we ain't close now, it's difficult and I miss you But I wonder what you say to people when they speak about me I know we both went our separate ways, I just wonder if you still think about me