Notes

I wonder:
when did I start using open office again
when did the date at bottom of page disappear
what do DVI and DVY mean
why are my neighbors shaky
why am I feeling estranged from friends Am I
Mr. Rabbit
Number of contacts are few. 2 on list are shaky.
Miss P is not on list, but seems shaky. Jan and P are borrowing money from many. P owes 3.( Like Elizabeth P has lost weight.) Ja, having hard time.
Skip has borrowed desperately last 2 1/2 weeks, but he was with son. Son always cleans him out.
What about Darlene???
What do I think I haven't written out a report, but have notified Dr. Cole, The police and a friend. Is lack of money the common denominator? Almost all of 13,000 is spent on --
I don't know the value of a dollar
I think there is a very slight chance that some neighbors have unwittingly--

Yesterday I read about med that relieves pain. Stan mentioned enduring blinding pain at one time. The med. I read about:
Is it FDA approved? Any med. can be abused. Is D in severe OR IS he just getting high I don't know

Never seen Stan high, but he is alone, he is compassionate, sensitive and he over-reacts to two words: anger and abuse
Does he have money Is he destitute Does he simply manage his money well. Has he gotten himself in bondage to fear?
Members of this community seem to love "Stretch".

(What? I have asked would cause me to do what Stan. did. I am certain severe pain would do it for me.) Wallace, ex-husband always thought my bothers and I had it easy. Compared to him we did----even though the gun went off several times even though our pain is genetic.
Second husband understood that I didn't have it easy. He also understood the value of a dollar.
If my basic needs were not met I would do what Stan did.
Must remember: God smiles on the persecuted; he smiles even more on those who are persecuted unjustly.

How do talented and brilliant people become destitute. They have been fucked over. FUCKED OVER

One more thing----Judy?
God help me.

The text in this letter is private and belongs to me alone. I have no one to talk to tonight. These thoughts belong to Elizabeth Larson.. THEY ARE SIMPLY THOUGHTS DEFINITELY NOT FACTS.