Notes

Was with prerna, thought we will meet at greenpark metro station so that we will go together. I called you when i was about to reach just to confirm if we can meet or not but you didn't pick the call due to the phone was in your bag. Then i reached hauz khas called you n told you that we have boarded the train and we were in 7th coach 4th gate but god knows what happened to you and you didn't enter that coach and gate and when i was calling you, your phone was not reachable or you were calling me. If ek baar call na lage to call nhi karna chahiye ya agar busy ja rha ho to w8 kr lena chahiye might that person is also calling you bt you didn't seem to have that thing that day. And after like 3-4 station i was able to call you and you told me that we are in the same metro and when i asked you which coach you said 7th ka 1 gate. So we both came over there searching for you bt you were not there then we thought it could be 8th coach ka 1st gate then we ran till there n meanwhile next station was CS. I mean so nice it was, told you to meet but ultimately met you on CS. Then we went together and it was all your fault but you said that it was all my fault that i didn't inform you at the right time. I mean lol matlab kuch bhi? Bola tha 7tk ka 4th gate still you enter the wrong coach and then telling me that meri galti thi and after that saying ki koi dikkat nhi hai i had a company. :) So nice it was to hear that srsly. Felt very happy to listen to that. And after that we reached mandi house then we were waiting for prerna but you seem to be like very tensed though i know you were for her but yeah at the same time we were together bt you had no happiness about that. Not complaining just saying this. And then that awkward talk, "Ki koi agar aise ho to mujhe bta dena and then you saying main ja rhi hoon." and then me holding your hand and saying na jao bt you saying ja rhi hoon n then me getting tensed then you saying mazak tha. Bt i don't think you were right with the fact that it was a mere joke or what. Koi na then when i called you to say a bie then your way of talking when i said "phonch kr bta dena and then your reply lol! thik ba bta dungi" made it feel that yeah i have done something really wrong that you are behaving in such a way. Bt then also i didn't say anything. Then you all of a sudden went to mall without even telling or saying anything about it and when i called you, it said your phone is busy. I called you twice and it said the same thing and then you not calling back :) It was really very nice to know that and see that. Then you not replying when i said i have reached home n bta dena phonch kr. To tb bhi bta sakte the vaise ki mall going. Koi na it happens at times. :) I get it completely bt by the end of the day it all summed you to the same thing. As always i feel and say i am LONELY. Without being with someone with whom i can talk to or speak to. I thought i got someone like that bt then realized that day itself that it might not be right. Because that's what my life is all about. People have a lot alot of problem from me let it be any person in the world. Bt yeah that's the sad part about life. Koi na i accept it too.
At night when i slept, just one thing came to my mind and that was why is it always me. Why people have to react like this with me and moreover i haven't done anything wrong.
#irony about life #sadlife