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she said James I don't trust you, but I should've knew not to trust you, I got problems I got issues, look I aint soft, I aint no tissue, but it's nice to have someone to vent too, but now I not wanna hear from you, yea baby you got deleted out my contacts, cause I aint Finn contact you, had to let out my mind, I gotta remind myself to stay on my grind, I'm ahead I can not fall behind, and free my uncle till it's time, hating ass niggas gone hate, thats lame, that aint gone change, I aint never gone change, I aint neva switch or fold, sum of you niggas did, that makes you sum hoes, and I'll kill one of you niggas put that on my lil bro, I'll off anyone one over mine, I'm on go, this part aint nessacry, but I'm letting you know, love is temporary and sex Aint permanent, it'll do damage baby, the voices get louder and louder but I aint crazy maybe, my angels and demons dance when they march like a fiesta ese, the musician strings stringing like a solo playing, religion can get Chu killed have you seen that lately,i Kant deny it I hate that I let you slip away from me, buh you better calm yo new boyfriend down better tell him bout me, its lights camera and action, but when I shoot this movie, I mean this goofy, he want see the light just the cameras and action, I should've knew u aint have no adoration for me, I been talking to myself I make good company, we both agree that what you did was stupid, but I Ain cupid, I aint Finn shoot no love arrows at you, cause if I shoot I might hit cho sister right next to you, and we both know how thirsty yo sister can be, and tbh even god knows she's not worthy of me, I been feeling levitated, like a buddisht when he's meditated, free to speak my mind I am liberated, my name james, how you doing?, whats yo slang, whats yo game and how you play, nah whats yo name, who you with, it aint like you important to me, matter of fact I Aint even Finn take u home with me, I aint Finn do a lot, probably go to yo spot, have you in different positions like you yoga and gymnastics, aint even ask how old you are I hope you aint got kids, stimulation just me and you and a bunch of fornication, then I let you take control thank you for yo participation, 2 months go by, you still by my side, gotta let u go, but I gotta let Chu know, your great and thats true, just stop being gullible to these fools, enjoy yo youth, and I promise you'll be happy soon, I done seen a bunch of shh, I done did a bunch of this, she said james I don't trust you, but I should've knew not to trust you, I got problems I got issues, even my auntie say I'm mental, it was hard what I got into, thank god for the things I didn't do, I kouldve got killed for the things I did do, when my mama left me I was hurt, I try to find god, put my faith in church, then I fell out just to do sum dirt, I got stabbed in the back could've been in a hearse, they said if you don't come back you gone end up like yo dad, or worse like yo uncle but never come back, I'm a project baby from the trenches baby, gateway to Moller the projects made me, I hate snakes and I hate a mouse, I aint tryna brag but I made it out, I'm in a big ass house, no mo roaches just sum mosquitos that bite me, no mo beefing with my own ppl, its white ppl that like me, and I wish a redneck would try n fight me, imma let that ghetto out me nigga try me, she said james I don't trust you,