Notes

"This movie is so fucking stupid Jess" Harry pointed out as I rolled my eyes. We were sitting on my couch with our feet up on the coffee table and my head on his chest.

"I mean, really, like a girl like that popular would like a guy like that, never in a billion years" he pointed out. We were watching "Love at first hiccup". It was a movie my friend told me to watch and it sucked, according to Harry. I liked it, it was about a popular, beautiful girl that fell for a guy that was kinda a nerd.

"And yeah, she just asked him the first day they met to have sex, you would slap me across my face if I said that" Harry said. I couldn't help but giggle.

"Harry, the girl asked, not the boy. If I asked you would jump to it, just like him" I said and he chuckled. His chest moving up as he did.

"True that babe, you could have just asked and I would already had a condom on my big guy" he admitted and I laughed and pulled away my head from his chest and looked at him. He had a huge smile spread across his lips and his beautiful, signature dimples were showing.

"And babe, that's love" I said and he cupped my cheek and said

"Love doesn't work that way, I mean so quickly" I sighed and rolled my eyes

"Says a guy that said he fell for me at first sight" I said and slapped his hand off of my cheek.

"And you're popular and i'm the little nerdy girl. So you're saying that it's not possible?" I said and looked at him seriously. Was he saying that he doesn't love me? I mean he never said that but I kinda felt it. But maybe I made it up in head. Maybe I saw something that wasn't there. Harry sat up and cupped my cheeks with both of his hands and looked at me seriously.

"Sorry, I didn't think of it that way. Because I was never the popular kid, I was always the nerd kid. W-When I'm with you I forget that I'm this mayor superstar. Jess. I forget about everything, the only thing that matters is you and me" I smiled slightly. He still wouldn't say "I love you" properly. I knew I felt it. I knew it. I never felt like this towards any other guy. He was the only guy that actually meant the whole world to me. He was my rock, my reason to live.

He pecked my lips lightly and then I said

"Fine, turn off the movie, since it's sooo boring to you" he chuckled and pecked my lips once again before pulling away and grabbing the remote, turning it off.

"You know I hate those movies, that would never happen in real life" he said and I nodded

"Yeah, I know it wouldn't. I once had a crush..." I then stopped. I knew Harry was an extra jealous person. I knew it, but I didn't think before I said it. But he noticed, he was facing me again, glaring at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Continue..." he said with seriousness in his voice. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the remote, flipping through the channels

"Jess" he said as I continued

"Harry. I liked this guy a lot. I mean he was popular and he played basketball and every girl wanted him and I was just another girl, and he shot down my request to go out with me" he grabbed the remote and placed it on the night table

"You liked him... A lot?" he asked. The last part he almost said as a whisper. He was always so fucking insecure about my love towards him.

"Harry, it was a long time ago" I said and placed a hand over his, that was resting on the couch.

"How long?" he asked, obviously trying not to show his insecurities

"Like a year an a half ago, maybe only a year. I seriously don't remember some stupid information like that" I said and he removed his hand from mine

"That's not that long ago" he said as he looked down. I came closer to him and kissed his forehead and lifted his chin up slightly and left small kisses all over his face.

"Babe, don't be jealous. I LIKED him, I don't like him anymore. I like some other popular dude that every girl wants. Except the fact that he likes me too" I mumbled against his cheek.

"So how does he look like?" he whispered, in a slightly better mood but still... not.

"Harry" I said and pulled away slightly. Noticing he has his eyes closed this whole time

"Look at me" I demanded and cupped his cheeks. He opened his beautiful eyes. I had so many butterflies in my stomach